APESHIT| Erik Killmonger Story

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I was braiding Erik's hair up as he sat in between my legs. "So what I wanted to talk about was you and boxing" I brought up as he was quiet. "What about it?" He asked.

"You need to get back out there Erik it's been a minute" I said as he sighed "I know, I will" he stated as I sighed. "We need a vacation fuck that a baecation" he said as I giggled.

"We have Jamaria we can't do nothing" I said "we should take a trip out of the country" he suggested as I nodded.

"Yeah but do you have any legal issues outside of the country?" I asked jokingly as he laughed "Nah I'm straight", "mhm when you want to leave?" I asked "after your six weeks because I plan on doing something strange for a piece of change" he said as I laughed.

"Where are we going?" I asked "anywhere that's warm" he said "oh so you don't have to wear no clothes?" I asked as he chuckled "You already know I don't like clothes" he said as I laughed finishing his last braid.

"The Maldives" I started off "no matter of fact Wakanda" I said. "Mmm I don't know" he stated "so your family can see Jamaria" I said.

"I don't know anyway with leaving especially out the country she's still small and I don't know if My schedule is going to be free" I explained as he nodded.

"Key west" he suggested as I shook my head laughing "lets just enjoy Jamaria right now" I said as he nodded.

"What would be your dream wedding?" He asked as I laughed "I don't even know I never really thought of it" I said as he looked at me.

"Let me ask a serious question" he started off "if I got down on one knee right now and asked would you marry me what would be the answer?" He asked as I was kind of taken back from this question.

"Erik in all honesty are we even ready for that?" I asked as he sighed "I ain't ask all that, I asked what would you say?" He asked as I looked at him.

"I honestly don't know" I said as he smacked his lips getting up. "What you mean you don't know?" He asked "my thing Erik is we're young and I don't want us to get married and you find something better." I said as he looked at me.

"Why would I want someone who doesn't know me like you do?" He asked as I looked down at my hands "i love YOU not no other girl if if I wanted someone else besides you , don't you think I would've been left I would've never had a child with you I would've never killed for you but I did it because I want you" Erik explained as I looked up at him.

"I'm trying to make you mine so everything is official and no other man can steal you away from me" he stated as tears fell from my eyes.

All of the promises I kept myself were all slowly drifting away first was not falling in love, I did that, second was not have a boyfriend, I got one. Third was don't get pregnant and Jamaria is here all I have left is marriage.

Erik sat next to me and wiped my tears "because Erik everything that I promised myself is slowly going away" I admitted "you trust me right?" He asked as I nodded. "Then why are you so scared?" He asked.

"I've never been in a relationship like this, the love everyday, the things I get the things you say I've never ever had this and I'm afraid it's all going to slip away" I admitted as he kissed my lips and I kissed back.

"It was just a question I want you to be ready" he said as I nodded "I'm ready just scared" I said as he shook his head "yeah just a question" I said kind of a bit down.

I got up going to take a shower and freshen up. I wanted him to propose but I don't know I can't explain but he just be asking questions and nothing is being put to action so I don't know. I know if he doesn't propose Valentine's Day I got my hopes up for nothing.

I finally finished and changed into some pajamas Erik packed for me, I was so ready to go home already. Jamaria was sound asleep and I always checked on her to see if she was breathing still.

I was sooo happy about her it's almost as if everything is a dream I've waited so long for this.

I came out the bathroom seeing Jamaria sleep on Erik's chest as they were doing skin to skin which was cute. I just smiled looking at them then realized they are going to be some trouble makers.

I sat next to him as he looked over at me and smiled bringing me closer as I laid my head on his shoulder.

"What happens if we you know before six weeks?" He asked as I giggled "I don't know and I don't want to find out" I said as he chuckled "I'm proud of you baby" he said kissing my head.

"And Princess you're a fighter" he said to Jamaria as I smiled and looked at her touching her hair softly.

"Like her daddy" I said then looked at him "like her mother too" he said then looked at me smiling.

"We should go on vacation work can wait" I started off "a baecationl" he said as I giggled "but only if you get back in the ring...... and my six weeks being up." I said as he gave me a look.

"Erik look I made a song just for your motivation because you said this is something you wanted to do since you were a kid right?" I asked taking Jamaria from him as he nodded then I swaddled her putting her back in her bassinet.

"So then if this is what you want don't stop because he did what he did keep moving because this is what YOU want" I started off.

"Get that ass up and start working tomorrow morning Jamaria and I will be just fine but you better be ready in the morning because Will is coming to get you" I simply said tossing him his phone standing in front of him.

"But you and Jamaria" he said "will be just fine I'm worried about you and since you not getting your ass up I'm making you get up don't let that nigga punk you you let your guard down in that ring knowing damn well you can really fuck that nigga up so let's not because you and I both know I can bring Killmonger back out" I said giving him a look as he chuckled.

"I'm dead ass it's tough love get this shit together to provide for your family you got a family now" I said as he stood up and smiled as I smiled and hugged him. He just needed some type of encouragement.
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