"What do you want?" I asked finally looking back at him. "A proposal" he simply said as I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms so I can create some type of space between us.
"I know exactly who you are Y/N, YLN, 22 years old, good girl by day bad girl...
I haven't seen Erik all day today he don't want to show me his hair cut so if I don't see no hair cut he's not taking me anywhere.
I knocked on his room door not hearing an answer so I walked in that bitch seeing him with his hood on.
"So let me see" I said smiling as he shook his head "nah we ain't going no where tonight this shit ugly I ain't stepping out til this shit grow back and your charm ain't going to work" he said going on and on as I sat on floor next to him.
"You trimmed down your beard too?" I questioned "man I don't even want to talk about it. "If it makes you feel better I wear weave" I said as he looked at me "but you got hair under all that" he said in a slight chuckle.
"Just show me how bad can it be, you look fine with just your trim of your beard." I complimented grabbing his chin some as he did a little blush making me smile.
"I'm serious do it Erik" I said looking over at him as our backs were against the wall. "Don't laugh" he said as I giggled "just take it off" I said as he slowly took it off and I looked at him smiling.
He looked fine as hell I wasn't even going to lie. He looked over at me as I had a big ass koolaid smile on my face. "Erik you look fine" I dragged on as he smacked his lips and placed his hood back on.
"Meaning you look sexy, I'd fuck you "fine"" I explained taking his hood off. I got up looking at him just sit there against the wall.
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"Smile you look cute" I said helping him off the floor as I looked at him "keep on and I'm not going on a date with you" I said as he chuckled and I got on my tippy toes kissing his cheek leaving him there speechless as I walked away smirking.
I went to find Tori and steelo so they could help me tell Erik he looked fine. I went over the plan with them then went into Erik's room seeing him sitting on the bed just sitting there. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"I hope I'm making the right decision in becoming king" he stated as I looked at him. "Why are you having doubts?" I asked "because I've been fighting my whole entire life , in the military, doing shit I ain't have no business doing, just to become king" he explained.
"Do what your heart leads you to do , don't do things out of anger do things you want to do, you have power over your life so do it how you want to do it" I explained.
"If I were to step down where does this leave you and I?" He asked as I sighed 'don't be mean Y/N' I thought but decided to let everything come from the heart.
"And before you say anything , I feel like you're a good influence on me and I want to continue for you to be around, when I'm being bad I need a goody goody next to me" he said as I giggled at the last part.
"First off stop calling me a goody goody, be good for yourself because one day you will have kids and you need to show them what's right and not what is out of hurt" I explained.
"And as far as you and I, truth be told I don't want you to be with nobody else... but me and vice versa" I said hesitantly as he looked up at me. He got up walking towards me as I looked up at him.
He kissed my lips as I kissed back I then pulled away "I want to be yours only if you'll let me" he said as I smiled and nodded slowly.
"Yes" I said as he smiled and kissed my lips again. "But you need to talk to me when things is up" he said as I smiled "you do too" I said looking at him "I'm serious Y/N I'm here to talk to now" he said as I nodded and he embraced me into a hug.
I melted in his arms instantly there was a knock on the door as he went to go get the door. I hope I was making the right decision but I kind of knew because everything felt right.
"Damnnn skinhead looking ass nigga"' I heard steelo say as I shook my head laughing to myself. "Damn babygirl you hear him talking shit?" Erik asked as I giggled walking next to him.
"You two ain't going at each other's throats?" Tori asked "nope we're fine" I said "mmm" she said looking both of us up and down.
"So double date? Yes? Okay" tori said before I even got the chance to say anything she walked away.
"Bowling alley" steelo said then walked away. "You look cute with your little waves" I said as he chuckled "thanks" he said "skin head looking ass boy" I joked as he smacked his lips throwing me over his shoulders as I giggled.
He dropped me on the bed and hovered over me "I told you before I ain't with the lovey dovey shit." I said looking at him before he kissed my lips as his phone rung. I then grabbed it ending the call continuing to kiss his lips.
The phone rung again as I answered it my damn self. "Hey baby what happened to you last night at D's party?" Layla asked as I looked at Erik. "Baby?" I questioned confused then shoved the phone into Erik's chest getting up.
"I don't want to go anywhere goodnight" I simply said fixing myself and walking out. I went to a room and just broke down. I ain't need to be with Erik and it wasn't him it was me , I'm not ready to date because of my issues and I rather fix mine then sit there and end on bad terms with Erik.
There was a knock at the door and I just ignored it until they slowly came in revealing Erik.
"Y/N I promise that me and her aren't seeing ea-" I cut him off "no it's okay Erik, I don't think this will work anyway." I said looking down.
"What do you mean? I just told you about Layla" he said as I Shook my head. "Yeah I believe you it's just I have issues to work out , trust being one of them and I don't want it to affect us" I admitted as he sighed sounding aggravated.
" no you don't want to be with me because you mad at another girl calling my phone" he said.
"What ever Erik I said what I said" I simply said as he smacked his teeth pulling out his phone "she isn't anything to me I swear on my pops she not" he said looking at me.
"She's not even in my phone as a contact and I'll blocked her" he said showing me as I shook my head.
"That's fine Erik But i have inner issues that I need to work on" I stated as he looked at me "What makes you think I don't have any inner issues?" He asked.
"I like you Erik but-" I started off "but what?" He asked. " I got to look out for myself" I said.
"Didn't I tell you once I moved you here there was no need to look out for yourself because I got you?" He questioned.
"Erik I'm talking about me and my heart" I said as he sighed "look it is what it is at this point you either with me or you not I'm tired going back and forth with you" he said in a spiteful way.
"Oh really?" I asked about to go off
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"You know , you right don't go back and forth with me" I said in a little laugh walking pass him but he grabbed my arm.
"I didn't mean it like that" he said as I rolled my eyes "but it came off as that so do you, and I'm going to do me with that being said fuck outta here" I said walking pass him packing some of my things.
