APESHIT| Erik Killmonger Story

5.

✨Erik✨

Even though I had my issues I still have a heart somewhat so I wrapped my arms around
Y/N's body as she cried.

Something had to be going on deep inside and I wanted to know so she could stop crying I never liked seeing females cry especially over dumb ass men.

"Y/N what's wrong?" I asked softly as she removed her hands from her face and I looked at the side of her face as she wiped her tears then faintly smiled.

"No, nothing, I'm fine" she said getting up from off the bed but grabbed her hand as she fell and sat back on the bed.

"What's the problem?" I asked again as she looked at her hands. "I got to get the hell out of here, me stripping is catching up to me and I didn't even want to do the shit" she explained as tears fell from her eyes.

"Then just quit" I said "it's not that easy" she said snapping "I can't just leave I have to pay for my tuition, I have to save up to leave I can't just stop" she explained as tears came from her eyes.

"There's more to this then what you're telling me" I said as she looked at me "What?" She asked " it's more than what you're saying, If there wasn't you wouldn't be this upset" I explained.

"You don't know me Erik" she said rolling her eyes " I know that you're hurting deep down and can't get out" I said as she got up.

"I'll sleep on the couch and you can have your room" she said reaching for the door knob to open it but I stopped her as her chest was on mine and she looked up at me.

"I'll call Tori in the morning to pick me up thanks for letting me stay the night" she said before I kissed her lips and she kissed back then took her lips from mine.

She walked out as I sighed. Even though I just met her I knew about her for a minute . I wanted to just be in it for the sex,  our partnership and to get to Wakanda but she's making it hard.

I went downstairs to see her on the couch sitting there crying to herself. I walked towards her as she looked at me.

"What now?" She asked pinching the bridge of her nose "ay you might think I'm an ass hole but I hate to see females cry" I said.

"Okay well if you just leave me alone then you won't have to see me cry" she said
"Look I'm just trying to comfort your ass, so stop with the fucking attitude" I said as she looked at me.

"If your ass wasn't stripping you wouldn't be in this shit, you need to stop before someone rapes your ass because if it wasn't for me being there he would've raped your little ass" I said going off as I watched her look away.

"You mad at the truth you need to get off of cloud 9 And come back to fucking reality, I'm caring about your ass when nobody else does" I said as she stood up

"Like i said you just met me and you don't know shit about me I need the money so I can leave don't throw that shit back
In my face" she said getting in
My face and pushing me.

"What is your fucking problem?"
I asked " what is your fucking problem?" She mocked.

"Whatever Y/N goodnight no wonder why your ass ain't got no nigga" I said as she just stared at me " since you know so damn much about me, tell me why I ain't got one" she said as I just looked at her.

"Erik please tell me why I don't have one since you know me" she said as a tear fell from her eye. I glared at her.

"Oh aight so shut the fuck up" she simply said turning around "see that's your fucking problem that's why you ain't got one" I stated.

"I don't have one because I choose
To not have one" she said "that's what all the bitter black woman say because they ain't got a man but really want one" I said

"My ex abused me, raped me threatened to kill me if I said anything and you want to talk about me being bitter?" She said as my face softened.

I watched tears fall down her face as I just stood there lost for words.
"Y/N?" I said as she shook her head "it took me killing him an order to get away from him" she admitted as I walked towards her "I'm sorry babygirl" I said as she crossed her arms.

"I didn't know that happened to you I'm sorry" I said as she nodded as wiped her uncontrollable tears. "I don't want a husband, boyfriend or family I just want to be on my own" she said as I looked at her.

"Why?" I asked looking her in her face "because I don't need to be beat and I don't need for him to take another one of my babies life" she said.

"You were pregnant?" I asked as she nodded and tears came from her eyes "yup and I lost it due to being raped so don't come at me about shit you have no idea about" she stated

"I'm sorry Y/N" I said as she shook her head "don't be, it taught me not to trust a man" she said wiping her tears and she sat on the couch