Love like never before

Chapter one: Seiya POV

A/n: please read the first story so that you can understand where this story is heading. Thank you and enjoy!

Pain.....all I felt was a throbbing pain in my chest. It had been two weeks since what happened at Ruby's house. All I've done was sit in my room with music blasting to hopefully drown out my thoughts and feelings. I knew my friends were worried about me. The only time I came out of my room was when they forced me to eat and when I did I barely ate no more than five bites before I couldn't eat anymore , the rest of the time I just pushed the food around on my plate . I hardly answered my phone only when Serena or the other Senshi needed our help or when our manager need something.

I was also having little to three hours of sleep because Ruby haunted my dreams and I always woke up with her name on my lips and tears streaming down my cheeks. My heart was in a constant state of agony. I have never felt this type of pain before. When our planet was nearly destroyed , painful. Watching our princess die in front of us, devastating. When I realized That I would never get a chance with Serena, heartbreaking.... but this.... this feeling was something else altogether. It was all consuming and I couldn't help but wallow in it.

I laid there on my bed staring at the ceiling,my thoughts in a jumble. To be honest I had no idea what I was doing with myself anymore. I knew my behavior wasn't healthy and my friends were worried, but I just didn't care anymore.

I heard my phone ring and I sat up long enough to look at the screen blankly. Terra.

I was about to ignore it like I've been doing most calls lately, when I paused,for some reason I wanted to pick up this time.

Just tell her you're not feeling well and she'll leave you alone.... A voice in my mind said ,but even I knew that was just an excuse. I hit the answer button before I changed my mind.

"Hello?" I said my voice hoarse from lack of use and void of emotion.

"Uh Hey Seiya. Haven't heard from you in forever or seen you online."

"Hmmm." I mumbled, not really having an answer and staring into space. It was quiet for a while before she spoke. "Seiya whats wrong? Are you ok?" She asked,worry marring her voice.I swallowed hard starting to regret picking up the phone.

"No I'm not really...." I said in a low voice.

".....okay I'll tell you what. Meet me at the park in 30 minutes."

"I really rather not—" I started to say but was interrupted.

"Please Just trust me." Terra replied sighing. I was quiet as I thought about it.

"Ok...." I said to her.

"Ok see you soon." She said hanging up. I sat my phone down and went to the closet and pulled out a red polo T-shirt and black jogging pants. I threw them on lazily along with some sneakers and grabbed my car keys. I'm not even gonna bother with my phone.

I got in my car and drove to the park. When I got there I got out and stood there looking around. I spotted Terra sitting on a park bench staring at her phone. I walked up to her until she looked up and noticed my presence. When her eyes met mine she smiled widely,but it started to disappear as she observed my face. I could imagine what she was seeing. My eyes dull with bags under them,my skin pale with tear stains on my face, and my hair tangled from not being combed for weeks. Yes I shower and wash my hair but I don't bother to comb or brush it after I do wash it so it gets knotted up.

"Seiya....." She whispered looking at me shocked.
I looked away and sat next to her on the bench.

"So what did you want to meet here for?" I asked trying to distract her.