compendium | bts x lovelyz

let it snow

He never expected it.

He never expected to see his ex two days before christmas. He never expected to see her at all.

Yoongi heaved a sigh for the nth time when he heard another flat tone. "Youngsook, please sing that again. You need to sing that part perfectly because it's the highlight."

The said man nodded profusely and muttered a soft 'sorry'. Yoongi shook his head. Being a producer was hard. He knew it would be hard, but not that hard. He never knew that listening to people going flat, sharp, or have their voice crack in the middle of the recording would kill him. He was used to Jungkook's melodious voice, which helped him in recording his own songs to give to his agency's groups.

Yoongi was no doubt a very popular producer. He never expected to be where he was. 

After the recording session was done, the group of three bowed to him and the composers then left. Yoongi took that as his time to leave and also said goodbye to his coworkers. 

Going outside, he shivered at the low temperature. The whole city was covered with snow. He saw people singing christmas songs, having a nice dinner in the chilly night, couples walking together while holding hands, and even couples kissing under the mistletoe.

Wow, that's fcking original, he snickered at his thought. 

The city was filled with festivities that all Yoongi wanted to do was to go home to his bland and mundane apartment. He never got the time to decorate his apartment since―

"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it," the voice apologized, panic filled within. Yoongi looked down and felt his chest constricting. 

"J-Jiae?"he stuttered. 

The woman with a mask covering her lower face looked at him with wide eyes, "Yoongi? Oh, um, it was nice meeting you. Bye!" She then hurriedly turned around to leave. Yoongi grasped her wrist to stop her.

"Wait!"

Jiae sighed and turned around, "What?"

Yoongi rubbed his nape and asked, "Would you like to join me for, like, a walk or something?"

He was nervous, Jiae could see it. She scoffed at his offer, "You know well that we shouldn't be seen together. We're two public figures."

Yoongi chuckled bitterly, "Right. Wouldn't want the paparazzis to capture the two of us talking, right?"

Jiae was a popular actress and he was a well-known producer. It was inevitable that the two of them shouldn't be seen in public. God knows what the public would say about them.

Although they weren't supposed to see each other, they did have a relationship with each other before. They overcame the problem of being captured together, but that still didn't stop them from breaking apart.

Jiae narrowed her eyes at him, "What are you insinuating?"

He shook his head and chuckled, "That was why we broke up, right?"

"What?"

"Being caught together. That's why we're not together anymore," he responded with a smirk gracing his face. Jiae glared at him.

"No and you know that. We broke up because we never had time together. We were frustrated with each other and inevitably, we went apart," she told him firmly. Yoongi eyed her narrowedly. 

"Really? Or was it because you didn't want to be seen with a 'wannabe' producer that can tarnish your actress life. Was that it?" he asked, poison in his voice. Jiae looked at him helplessly.

"What do you even mean? A wannabe producer? Yoongi, you know damn well that you're an amazing producer and you couldn't tarnish my career with your presence," she reasoned out.

Yoongi raised his eyebrow at her, "Really? Then please explain to me why your manager told me that?"

"W-What? He did? Was that what pushed you to break up with me? A fcking faux statement?" Jiae angrily asked.

A lady passed through between. Upon seeing that the two were arguing, she muttered a quick 'sorry' and left.

"Don't put the blame on me."

"So, you're blaming me, the one who tried so hard to fix our dying relationship? Yoongi, I tried to bring back our relationship, but you gave up. You fcking gave up! So don't blame me of our fcked up, dead relationship," tears were welling up in her eyes. She then walked away without looking back.

Yoongi just stood there under the falling snow, muttering, "I fucked up again."

A/N: um, this is not a fluff but dont worry yall. im gonna make a part 2 for this hehe xx