compendium | bts x lovelyz

19 | everything goes

"It's been awhile."

It truly has been awhile. They hadn't met each other ever since they part ways. Ever since they broke it all off. Ever since he broke her heart.

Sitting in front of him, Yein couldn't help but think, "why?". 

Why did he give up?

Why did she give up?

Why did he break her heart?

Why did they break each other's hearts?

Why?

Jungkook sat there observing her. He thought she was still beautiful. She was still her. She never change. She just grew up. She matured. She learned. 

Yet, there she was, still looking like the girl he was so in love with during high school. Still in love.

"So, how are you? I bet Los Angeles was good to you," Yein said, smiling softly at him. 

"I'm great. I feel great and yeah, LA was nice. It was weird living there at first, but I fortunately adapted," he answered, returning her a smile. 

"That's great!"

"How about you? I heard you are working in a large company now."

"Um, yeah. It was amazing. I was surprised that I adjusted quickly to the environment. The employees there are great," Yein answered happily. Jungkook couldn't help but grin at her.

"I hope they are treating you well."

"They are! This is my first ever job and the employees there are not even shitty. How lucky am I?"

They continued talking about everything and anything that night. Ignoring the fact that people were slowly leaving the restaurant. The two of them just enjoyed talking to each other, catching up what they've missed for five years.

Upon noticing that they are the only ones left, they gathered all their things and decided to leave. They left the restaurant with a smile on their faces. 

"Will you join me for a walk?" Jungkook hesitantly asked. Yein chuckled at his offer.

"In this time? It's like 11 pm now."

"And? That's a good time to walk in this chilly night," he said, wiggling his eyebrows. Yein softly chuckled at his silliness. She nodded and the night finally started for them.

They still talked while walking down the street, reminiscing all their memories together. Not including the painful memories. 

"Remember when you got drunk during my nineteenth birthday?" Jungkook asked her, laughing. 

Yein groaned, "I told you to forget about that."

"Why would I? It was a great memory, you know," he said with a wistful smile.

"You only like that memory because that was when I accidentally confessed to you, you idiot," Yein muttered begrudgingly. 

Jungkook stopped walking, his face suddenly was solemn. "Yeah, I remember. That was the best night of my life." He then resumed walking.

Yein stood there, dumbfounded. "You're really going there?"

"Why? You wouldn't?"

"I wouldn't. I'm over it," she said firmly. She tried so hard to convince herself that she's completely over it. 

Jungkook chuckled bitterly, "Then, I guess I'm the only one who still couldn't move?" He turned to face her.

Yein rolled her eyes. She couldn't believe this guy. "Don't feed me bullshit, Jeon. I know you've moved on. I did, so did you."

"Do you really think after all these years I completely forgot about you? Do you really think I'm still not longing for you?" Jungkook asked. Yein stared at him and she felt air being sucked out of her. 

It's happening again. Please, no.

She shook her head and uttered, "Then, you need to move on."

He chuckled humorlessly, "You think it's that easy?"

Yein swallowed the lump in her throat. She pushed herself to say, "Yes, because I have moved on."

Bullshit. Bullshit.

Jungkook walked towards, stopping a feet in front of her. 

"If you've moved on, then please explain to me why are you crying?" he calmly asked. Yein touched her damped cheeks.

Jungkook moved closely, but she stopped him.

"Please, stop."

"Please stop breaking my heart," she begged, tears falling down her face. 

And with that, she ran. Far far away. 

He was left alone. His heart broken once again.

There she was, running away from the man she still loved. 

There he was, left by the woman he would always love.

A/N: im so sorry for making sad stories. i was listening to everything goes while making this so please do listen to it~

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