compendium | bts x lovelyz

51 | remembered

I pushed the door wide open. I looked back at my parents who gave me understanding nods and hugged me before leaving. I sighed nervously before gripping my suitcase and walked inside.

What greeted me inside was a cozy apartment. It was just a simple one with minimal interior. It was not big nor small. It was like it was fit for two people. I stopped besides the couch and looked around my apartment.

It was weird. So weird. 

Something in me felt like it was missing something. Or perhaps I missed something I didn't know.

Determined to bring back my memories, I walked around the living room to try to find something that would trigger my memories.

I stopped snooping around the living room when it didn't give me any clues. I sat on the comfy couch. My head suddenly throbbed. 

A man was cuddling with me in the...couch? His face was pressed on my neck.

It then disappeared, but the feeling lingered on me. Blinking tears, I walked towards the kitchen to grab water for my dry throat.

I was halfway down the kitchen when another memory came to me.

His muscular back was facing me as he cooked something. I walked towards him and encircled my arms around his frame. He turned around and...

Once again, it was gone before I got to see his face. His back and his hair was painfully familiar to me but I couldn't pinpoint who. At this point, I was trying so hard to control my breathing. Everything was overwhelming.

I lived here with someone? With a man? 

I checked my fingers and saw that I didn't have a ring on me. Then was he my boyfriend?

That was impossible!

Sighing, I went back to the living room and dragged my suitcase to my—or was it our—bedroom. I nervously gripped the doorknob. Was he here? If he was here, he would've heard me entering, right?

I straightened myself before turning the knob. I let it open and closed my eyes.

Please let me remember no matter how scary this is. 

I slowly opened my eyes and gasped. 

He was on top of me, kissing me so hard. His lips then went to my jaw to my neck as our bare skin met. He suddenly faced me and there was he. His face became vivid to me. Oh God.

Jungkook?! 

He smiled softly at me before muttering, "I love you, baby."

I heard myself answered, "I love you too."

Tears were rolling down my face. Jeon Jungkook? He was the one I've lost? 

Was that why he was so familiar to me? And the way my body responds to him, was he really the one I loved?

I walked towards our nightstand and saw a picture of us. I was sitting on his lap with the widest grin I've ever seen on my face and he...he was there beneath me, looking at me like I was his whole universe, a wide grin like man also etching his face.

We were both so happy.

How could I forget him?

"Baby, you look so amazing," he whispered to my ear as I sat on his lap. I blushed at his words.

"Oh, shut it, Jeon."

"But it's true, baby. I'm so excited to see that dress on our floor," he seductively whispered.