"Oh my god." I breathed as I collapsed on my stomach. George laid next to me, looking rather proud and breathing heavily.
After spending half an hour on my back, another half hour on my hands and knees, I was completely exhausted from having multiple orgasms. I couldn't even think anymore. All I could do was crawl into his arms and rest my head on his chest as he spoke.
"How was it??" He asked eagerly.
"I don't think words can describe it."
"That bad??"
"No..amazing actually." I smiled. He stroked my back.
"I'm glad my first was with you Lucy. Now I know why you and John do it all the time. It feels unlike anything I've ever experienced before."
I looked up at him and brushed his messy hair away from his eyes. "George, just cause we did this doesn't mean we can keep doing it. I mean it's not fair to John."
He nodded. "I know Lucy."
I leaned up and kissed his cheek. Suddenly I felt my stomach start acting up. I felt dizzy again. That way I did the other morning. I sat up, holding my head.
"Oh god." I groaned.
"What's wrong?"
"No it's just my stomach. And head. Not feeling to well.." I felt extremely tired but still nauseated.
"I need..Paul." I breathed. George got dressed and went out to search for him. In the meantime, I got dressed myself and ran to the toilet, puking once again. I felt a little better.
Wow how romantic. George loses his virginity to me and minutes later, i'm puking and in need of Paul.
I felt dizzy again as I slumped against the wall. I held my head in my hands and began to cry. If this was a stomach bug, it'd surely have gone away by now. This...I don't want to even say it but, I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant. Please..I can't be.
I was holding my stomach as Paul came into the room, closing the door behind him. He kneeled down and stroked the side of my face.
"Lucy, what's wrong?"
"I'm pregnant Paul. I know I am. If I was just sick, it wouldn't come and go like this...I don't know what to do I mean, I'm not fit to be a mother yet and John.."
"Shh. Come on Lucy pull yourself together. We'll see a doctor yeah? Tomorrow morning. I'll take ye and we can confirm it...there's um, one solution to this, ye know if you don't want the baby." I said the last part quietly. I nodded.
"I don't know if I could...I mean, knowing it's John's. He has a right to know."
He sighed and nodded. "Lucy I...I just want ye to know, I'm here for you."
I gave him a small smile. "Thanks Paul. I'm just scared."
He pulled me into a hug. I began to cry into his chest and held onto him. He whispered to me how everything will be alright. How John will still love me and take care of me. I believed him.
After I calmed down, Paul helped me brush my teeth, fix myself up and lay in bed.
"Where's John?" I asked as I laid next to an already sleeping George.
"He's out talking to Allan and a few promoters. A few came in tonight for tomorrows show. They just want to speak to the bands and get to know them."
"You've all been really busy lately. I'm glad John's spending his time on something constructive other than just sex." I laughed. He smiled and sighed.
"Yeah. You and me both. Look Luce, I'm glad you're here. You're the only bird i've known to ever set John straight. He needs you....we all do."
I nodded and smiled. "Thank you Paul..I love you."
"I love ye too. Look, I better go out there before John starts talkin about his band and his style and all the rubbish."
I laughed. "Alright. Just make sure he comes up soon yeah? I miss him."
"Sure thing love. Good night." He kissed the top of my head and made his way out of the room. I sighed and laid on my back, staring at the ceiling. I was thinking of tomorrow and what the doctor might tell me.
"I'm not ready." I whispered to myself. I was surprised when I turned to see George watching me.
"George..."
"You're pregnant. Aren't ye?"
I shrugged. "I don't know yet. I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow."
He stayed quiet and nodded. I swallowed.
"Does this change the way you see me?"
He moved over to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Of course not. I love ye and this baby."
"I don't know if i'll even keep it." I whispered. He looked at me.
"Wha..what?"
"I'm not ready George. Neither is John. Were just stupid careless young adults...I won't ruin John's life so young. He doesn't deserve to be tied down and have this much responsibility yet. He's got a career ahead of him and I won't ruin it for him."
"Lucy, I know you're thinking of John and all but... is this what you want?"
I stayed quiet but spoke. "Y..yes."
He sighed and kissed the top of my head. "You're such a strong girl Lucy. A fuckin liar but strong."
I laughed and shook my head. Just then, John came in through the door as me and George pulled away from each other. He walked over to me and kissed me. I smiled.
"What was that for?"
"For bein the sexy, beautiful women that ye are."
"Had a great night?"
"Perfect. We may or may not have a few promoters interested." He smirked, taking his jeans off, next his shirt.
"That's great John." I sat up and opened my arms out. He got on the bed and leaned into me as I wrapped my arms around him.
"I'm so proud of you and the guys." I whispered.
"Thanks love. Let's get some sleep yeah? I'm beat." He whispered, wrapping his arms around me from behind, his face buried in the back of my neck. I glanced at George as he pretended to be sleeping.
"Good night babe." I smiled.
"G'night love." He kissed my neck. With a free hand, I reached under the blanket for George's hand. I felt him intertwine his long fingers with mine and squeeze gently, as we all fell asleep.
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Devil In Her Heart (John Lennon fanfic)
Fanfiction*Book One* Liverpool College Of Art is the place where Jazz is all the craze and where artsy people study. But when seventeen year old Lucy Daniels walks through the doors, she's nothing like the other students. The Brooklyn greaser girl catches the...