Seongwoo POV
( Unedited )Sungwoon stopped the car when we arrive at a apartment. I looked up and see the tall building . Before we can get inside, we need to walks inside the security section and we're totally strangers . So Sungwoon just ask me to go alone .
I step out from the car and walks toward the security. They stopped me and asking me with their language.
" 你是谁呢 ?" He ask me and I frowned at him . How do i know their language tho ?
" You can speak english sir ?" I said slowly to make him understand.
" English ? Ohhh a bit bit i can ."
" Oh okay, i came here to see my friends. And this is the address." I said and handed him the piece of paper .
He look at the paper and read it . I thought he will understand if i show that addresses to him . If not i think he gonna go back to kindergarten and learn proper English.
" Oh Park Jihoon .. yes yes .. up up you walk and at 15 floor ." He said show me the entrance to get inside the building and give me a pass to enter .
I just bowed my head a little and smiled awkwardly. That language was horrible but thanks god cause now i can get inside.
-
I knock the door slowly . But no one answer . I step back and look at the room number one last time, and I already confirmed that this is the actual house that Jihoon live . But why they doesn't open the door .
So i tried to open the door . Twisted the door knob and it's work . The door swing open .
I step inside the house and wondered around . Trying to see if someone in here .
The house was not big but it was so much space in here . His living room was huge and the equipment was expensive and valueable .
And i stopped at the kitchen when i saw a familiar laptop on the table . It's belongs to Daniel . And he must be around here . But why it was so silent . Isn't anybody at home ?
And then i brave myself walks towards another closed rooms . The door was shut down and i was curious about it . The other door was opened but this room was closed .
When i reach the room, i slowly grab the doorknob and twisted it slowly . And when the door completely open . My mouth dropped, my eyes widened in shock . I feels like the world going to blank and my tears gonna flow any moment right now .
I saw .. a guy probably naked laying on a familiar guy shoulders . And I'm sure that, it was Daniel . But he was sounds asleep while the other guys was awake .
He pulled the blanket and cover his body while staring at me like a mad person .
" Who's the fuck are you . How can you get inside !" He said angrily and looked at me .
If I'm not be patient with these . I will jump on the bed at kill the guy . Include Daniel .
" I should fucking ask you that mother fucker !" I shout at him . My heartbeat beat so fast and make my tears start to falls . Its so fucking hurt inside.
" What are you guys do ! Fucking told me ! He is my fucking boyfriend!"
" Are you blind or something ? Don't you see that we just have sex here ?" He answer and smirk after that . And then he lean closer to Daniel face and kissed his lips .
My heart broken . Into pieces.
My legs throbbing.
My body aching in pain .
And i just want to run away .
But ..
How could Daniel do this to me ..
He's a liar .
I just stand there and looked at them . My tears falls down onto my cheeks and wetting them . And then, Daniel wakes up .
" Ughhh what happen around here - ." He said and looked around . He pretends like shocked and pull the blanket away from his body. And what i saw was his naked body . Only his boxer stuck on and its make me more and more broken .
" Seongwoo ... this is not like you think .." He said and try to come closer to me . But i step back and starts to run away from him .
I keep running doesn't care anymore if i hit someone or falls down . Cause what i think right now is i don't wanna to see his face anymore. I don't want him to come closer . Cause i hate him so much ..
When I finally reach the lobby by the stairs . I direct walk to the security section and handed the pass to the security. He frowned at me and asking why am i crying but i just shakes my head and jogged to Sungwoon car .
I get inside the back of the car and closed the door .
" Sungwoon .. let's get out from here now ." I said while my voice was so much worse . Its full of sadness and frustration.
" Seongwoo ? What happen ? Did you find your boyfriend yet ?" He ask and turn around to look at me at the back .
" Just fucking move already!" I shout at him . And i feels sorry for doing that, but I can't control my emotions anymore.
" I'm sorry .." he said and start to drive .
I hugged my knees and cried my heart out . Why this gonna happen to me again ? Why does this things keep repeating . First Minhyun, and then .. Daniel . How can I don't want to trust him and think positive when i saw with my own eyes that he was naked and laid on the bed with a fucking guy that I didn't know .
So that's why he doesn't answer my calls or replying my message ? He was too busy to fucking a guy right ?
Am i that bad when in bed ? Am i too bad having sex ? Is Daniel don't like when we have sex or I'm not a great guy who never ever had it or experience it before ? Just think about it make myself disgusted . I feel so dirty. Cause doing it with a fucking whore who just want to fuck people and fools around .
And what Minhyun told me is the truth . Daniel was so much worse than him . So much worse . I just wanted to trust my boyfriend, he ask me too . But the truth is he really have another guy behinds me .
In this moment, i just want to runaway and be alone . I don't want to talk to anyone, don't want to listen to any fucking explaination or see his face anymore.
Or should i just disappear from his life ? Cause it's sounds good to me .
So I decided to runaway from him .... so far away that he can't even contact or see me again .
" Sungwoon .." i looked up and wipes my tears away .
" Let's go away from here .. i want to go to Malaysia can we ?"
" Why Malaysia ? We can go to other country more better than that ."
" Its because .. its far away from here . And their country was peaceful . It's perfect for me to release my tension . And don't told to anybody else . And the important things is .. my dad was there ."
" How about your mom ? She should know that you gonna be there ."
" As long as i with my dad . It's fine ." I said and looked at the windows . Its just one day I've been here and will leave soon . Time flies so fast that I thought... i just being happy in a short of time . And unhappy like forever.
" Okay then . I will arrange everything and took your belongings at the hotel . We will fly to Malaysia today ." He answer and focus back to the road .
I just hummed and keep thinking about what gonna happen to our relationship after this . Am i still his lover or just fuck buddy ? Or maybe I'm nothing to him anymore .
-
YOU ARE READING
𝓣𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓑𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 >> 𝗢𝗻𝗴𝗡𝗶𝗲𝗹 ✔
Fanfiction> Seongwu, knew that his boyfriend was cheating behind him and wants to find out himself. But when he finds out, he has been dump at the same place and the same time, he loves him so much but what he can do was just move on. And then someone appears...