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Sam Imagine

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You were walking through the hallway with your best friend. You walked to your locker and grabbed your binder for math. You looked at your friend and flashed her a smile letting her know you were ready to go and also that you were okay. You started to walk through the halls holding you binder to your chest. You and Sam have been split up for a few weeks now and you haven't talked to him at all. He would always bring a smile to your face when you two would talk. Now it's just you and only you no one to make that smile appear. Yeah you have your best friend but she doesn't really know what to do to help you with the break up. Your friend locked her arm with yours and you walked through the halls. You walked into the class and sat down at the back next to her and you literally shut down until class was over. As soon as the bell rang you got up and you walked to your locker alone. Your friend had a different class and you had to go alone. You tried not to make any eye contact. Sam was popular and when you dated people treated you so nicely but when you broke up no one talked to you anymore. You got to your locker and you grabbed your notebook then you went to class and you sat alone. It was last hour but for some reason it was going by so slow and you couldn't stay awake. The bell rang and you snapped your eyes open an you got out of there. You got your backpack and you walked out of the school. You went to sit down in some grass and you went on your phone. It had been a good 15 minutes until someone tripped because of your bag and you looked at who it was. Sam was there laying on the floor holding his knee. You tried not to laugh but failed and he looked up at you and smiled.

"(Y/n)! Hey, how are you?" He asked as he rubbed his knee.

"I'm okay. But is your knee hurt?" You asked and he laughed and that brought a smile to your face.

"I'm fine! So.." He said awkwardly rubbing his neck and you laughed and he looked at you with a confused expression, which made you laugh more. He chuckled and he sat down next to you.

"Sam.. Why did we stop talking?" You asked changing the mood and he sat there thinking for a while.

"I don't know. I haven't really talked to anyone." He said as he looked away. You looked at him taking in all of his features until he got up.

"Well (Y/n) it was nice talking to you but I have stuff to do.." He said as he started to walk away. You got up quickly grabbing your backpack and you followed him. He turned around and you practically jumped on him. He fell back onto the grass and you started to cry. He wrapped his arms around you and you just started to cry more. He patted your back and you looked up at him. He flashed you a smile and then he got up with you in his arms.

"Sam.. Can we talk about this?" You asked and he nodded.

"Where do you want to go?" He asked and you got out of his arms and you started to walk and he followed. You were walking towards the park an hopefully he knew that because it was very special. He stuffed his hands in his pockets and you did the same. After you got there he went to your usual spot and that made your stomach flutter. You say next to him and leaned your head on his shoulder but he pulled away. You frowned and looked at him but he turned away.

"Sam?" You asked and he shook his head.

"No, (Y/n) I don't know why I said yes to talk about us because I already that I can't be with you.." He said looking at the kids who were on the playground.

"What?" You asked and he shook his head.

"I can't be with you anymore because I can't concentrate on my own stuff. You'll be unhappy if you go out with me because i'll never have enough time with you. If I remember right that you always wanted attention but I couldn't give it to you. I don't want that to happen again so we can't get back together." He said looking you in the eyes and telling you everything. You bit your lip and looked away and before you knew it tears rolled down your cheeks for the second time today. This time he didn't comfort you because if he did he would want to protect and hold you and he knew he couldn't do that so he didn't comfort you. As you were crying he got up but you grabbed his hand and pulled him back down.

"C-Can we at l-least be f-friends?" You asked in between cries and his expression softened but then returned back to normal.

"No I actually want to stay away from you for awhile because if I continue to hold onto something that will never work then I won't be okay. I'm actually moving schools this month.." He said looking down at the ground and you heart shattered. You made a sound that you didn't even know what it was but it came out and you got up and walked away grabbing your backpack. Sam just sat there and didn't do anything. He was leaving in a month and he didn't even want to talk to you anymore so it hurt a lot. You walked and walked until you stopped because of the familiar surroundings. You looked around an saw that you were in Sam's neighborhood. You turned around but heard someone yell your name which made you walk faster. Sam was calling after you but you didn't listen. He didn't want to be friends so you completely ignored him and kept walking until you got home. As you got home you went to your room and you fell asleep. No tears, no dreams, and no emotions.

*Next day*

When you woke up you laid in bed until your alarm went off again. You got up and threw what ever clothes on and you didn't even touch your hair. You didn't style it or do anything fancy you just brushed it. You got your phone, keys, and backpack then you were out the door. The walk to school took forever and you honestly liked it because it meant that you didn't have to go to hell. When you entered the school everyone stared at you and you just kept walking to your locker. Your best friend texted you in the morning telling you she wouldn't be coming today and that made your day worse. People went back to their own business then they started to get loud again and you looked at someone and followed their eyes. You saw Sam and some of his friends and you cursed under your breath. You heard footsteps coming towards you but you just walked away until someone pulled you back. You turned around quickly.

"What?!" You asked and saw Sam frowning.

"(Y/n) what're you doing? Fix yourself up. Just because I gave up on you doesn't mean you have to look like shit." He said looking at you with these eyes and you flipped him off and walked away. In your head you kept replaying his words "Just because I gave up on you doesn't mean you have to look like shit" What the hell is wrong with him?! You thought and you didn't even go to class, you walked back home. You sat on the couch all day on your phone and texting your friend. Sam texted you explaining how he didn't have a good nights sleep and that's why he said that but you told him to fuck off and that you never wanted to talk to him again. You even had enough courage and you told him congrats on moving school so you wouldn't have to see him everyday.

That was the end of you and Sam. After Sam left you didn't get any better. You would skip classes and not do your homework. Let's just say Sam ruined you.

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