It Should Have Been Us (Completed)

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I knew once I said yes, everything will change around us. But my young self was too selfish to even think of the possible consequences it could bring in the future. So I said yes. I was young and naive but I was perfectly aware that I shouldn't use my age as an excuse for a selfish decision. What's the sense of wanting to be a doctor if my common sense does not want to function, right?

"Dad. I am sorry but I am not coming back. I told you, my priority is Elisha above anything else. I already made my decision."

Pang ilang sagot na niya ito sa kanyang ama sa nakalipas na isang taon. Oo. We've been living together for a year now. Pagkatapos kong sumagot ng oo ay iniwan nga niya lahat sa Pilipinas. That angered my family as well as his.

"I am telling you now, this will be the last time that I'd beg you to come back, son. Kung ayaw mo pa ring umuwi, kalimutan mo na kami ng mommy mo. We are disowning you and I will make sure you will not have a good life out there. I will cut all your cards. You are also no longer part of SLAC. You made your choice. This is a huge decision I had ever made. I do not want this to happen. I don't hate your relationship with Elisha. She is a sweet girl. But your love with one another is too toxic. It will only leave you two broken in the end. I hope, you two will get back to your senses before it's too late. You have a good future ahead of you both, but you love too much. I am sorry for your bad choices."

Napatingin sa akin si Saint pagkatapos ng tawag ni tito sa kanya. Agad niyang itinapon sa may sofa ang phone niya at nilapitan ako. Agad niya akong niyakap para pagaanin ang loob ko.

"They'll get over it."

Pag alo niya sa akin. Napahigpit ang kapit ko sa kanyang puting shirt.

"What if they won't? I heard what tito told you. I don't want them to disown you."

Naluluha ko nanamang sabi. Humigpit lalo ang yakap niya sa akin at hinalikan ako sa noo. Malalim siyang nagpakawala ng buntunghininga.

"I know my dad. He is just saying that to me to make me come home."

Pagpapagaan pa din niya ng loob sa akin. Humiwalay ako ng yakap sa kanya at tiningala siya.

"This could have not happen if not for my childish decision."

Naaawa kong sabi na siyang nagpailing iling sa kanya.

"Look at you now, you're jobless."

Dugtong ko pa na siyang nagpaigting ng panga niya.

"I'm sorry. I did not mean to offend you."

Agap ko sabay abot ng labi niya.

"I'm sorry baby."

Dagdag ko habang hinahalikan pa din siya. He kissed me back with much hunger. Iyong mumunting pagtatalo ay nauwi sa matinding tawag ng laman. Sex became our hobby since the first time we experience that. I was corrupted to wanting him too much that I could no longer imagine myself without him in my life.

"Let's not fight baby. Fuck. You are so tight."

Hingal niyang pakiusap habang sinusubukang ipasok ang kahabaan niya sa akin. I spread my legs to welcome him more. 

"Ohh. I love youuuuu."

Mahabang ungol niya habang binabayo na ako. Gigil na gigil siya sa ginagawa. Napagakagat ako sa labi at napapikit. Oh. Heaven!