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I was confused.  "Hazel." Calum shut the door and locked it.   He sat down directly across from me .

"I need to talk to you..." Calum started. But why? "Calum I have to le-" I stood up but Calum stopped me.  "Hazel, this is important."

He looked deep into my eyes. "Hazel, I know you don't wanna be here right now, because neither do I...but I needed to apologize sincerely. Hazel, I've mistreated you, confused you, and hated you, but it hurt me so much. I'm not sure how to apologize the right way and all bu-" This was BULLSHIT!

"Calum why did you hurt me? All I ever did was try to help you? You're a real dick Calum." I demanded a reason from Calum. "I can't tell you."

"Why not Calum!? You treat me like shit and won't say why? What the fuck did I ever do to you Calum?" I stood up and reached for the doorknob.  "Hazel, you didn't do anything wrong." Calum claimed. 

"Yeah I did actually,  I cared about you."  I opened up the door and stepped out,  only to be pulled back in by Calum.   "Hazel." Calum made me face him.  "I don't know what else to tell you besides I'm sorry, and I actually mean it.  I just want you to forgive me so we can put this all behind us."   Calum looked me in the eyes, sadly?

"Calum,  remember when we were up in my room, and we kissed?  Why did we?"  I sat back down on the bed, and Calum sat across from me.  "Hazel,  I didn't want to tell you this; because if I did, well I didn't know what would happen."  Calum went on. 

"What Calum? What are you talking about?"  I asked confused.  "I've realized...how much...I...wanted to be with you."  I looked up at Calum who was already looking at me.  "But... Calum, why didn't you ever tell me?  I would have chosen you...Calum?"  I searched his eyes for answers he wasn't revealing.

"I didn't want to get hurt again...that's why okay." I pulled Calum into a hug. "I'm sorry Calum. I'm sorry you feel that way." I left the room and went to find Luke.  I was in a relationship now, one I couldn't just jump out of whenever. And by the looks of it I think Calum had a girlfriend.

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