bluebird WRATH

Chapter 33 : Sluts

They're sleeping so peacefully in each other's arms; it's sickening to the core. Everyone's searching for her, while she's busy loitering around with this fool! I break the door down before I scream, "GET OFF OF HER YOU MANGY MUTT!"

Her leg is around his waist and his hand is warming in between her chest. I might as well kill him while I'm here.

How dare he?!

How dare she?!

I grab a hold of his neck and throw him across the room.

"GET DRESSED!" I order her. He's angry, of course, but I'm already livid on steam. He takes the first move to tackle me, but I pounce before he can. My legs dig into his shoulders before my arms swing across his neck. It is so easy to break it, so I did.

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She screams unbearably loud that I only find more rage as the motionless body lays breathless on the floor.

"Caivanial I'm sorry..." Her hands are clasped and her tears are flowing.

"SHUT UP!" I scream at her. "But I didn't mean for it..." she continues.

"YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO GET STRIPPED TO YOUR UNDERWEAR AND LAY COMFORTABLY DOWN WITH HIM?! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?! AM I THAT DISGUSTING TO BE AROUND? THAT YOU FOOL AROUND WITH HIM?!" I argue with her.

The despair in her thoughts speak louder than her sealed mouth.

She knows what she's done wrong, but why?

"I thought you were more than this Alex. I thought you'd never hurt me like this. We were supposed to have trust..." I tell her with my anger fading into sorrow.

"I don't know why I did it. It just happened. You don't know what went down just now..." her mind trails off to the terrible afternoon she endured.

For a moment, my anger is pushed away, but the thought of her in his arms maddens me still. "I was attacked by fee-yo-tes-es Caivanial! I could've died. This stupid mark didn't do anything to protect me!" she starts to get confident.

"So what?! You get to sleep with him?! It's freaking 8pm Alex! Everyone is searching for you! Your parents! Mayor Rodfon! The police! How can you be so stupid!"

"I didn't know..."

"You would've known if you weren't preoccupied here!" I continue to throw my voice at her. "I know what I did was wrong Caivanial, but you didn't have to kill him!"

"Trust me, as soon as we're done here, his soul is mine."

"You can't and I won't let you..." she tries to defend him.

Her stupidity drives me insane, that I'm at a point to strangling her.

"You dare defend him?! You're not in a position to fight with me after what you've done!" "It's not like I had sex with him!" "I don't care. I told you. If he touches you..."

"I made the first move! Punish me!"

"WHY ARE YOU DEFENDING HIM?!"

"BECAUSE HE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN YOU WEREN'T! I don't know what would've happened to me if he weren't there. He not only brought me to a safe place but he calmed me down."

"You had a panic attack and you thought you could die? You must be stupider than I thought! Panic attacks can't kill you, you'll only collapse."

"So you'd rather I'd collapse?!" she argues back.

"YES!" I scream.

She's taken a back and I realise that was too far. She grabs her belongings and puts on her blouse before she runs out of the room. "Tragic. How one word can ruin everything." a voice teases behind me. I turn around and realise...he isn't dead.

"You did this to me! You pushed her away!" I scream at him before I shove him to the corner and wrap my fingers around his neck. "Try all you want. But you won't ever be able to kill me fool." he says through choked air.

"I was stupid enough not to kill you before, I won't continue the mistake." I say.

I kick him in his abdomen before I use my fingers to jam into his eyeball. I remove it from its socket and throw him to the floor as I listen to him shattering into agonizing misery.

"Goodbye Wivler." The feel of the squishy eyeball fills me with temptation.

This is finally it...

"CAIVANIAL!" she shouts at me; she's back, "DON'T!"

"This is how it's supposed to be."

"Then don't ever come finding me again!" she argues.

"I'm sorry..." I tell her, feeling nothing but gloat in my hands as I start to squeeze his eyeball. He screams to his death; blood running out of his socket—I usually only did this when the person was actually dead.

"Caivanial...I'll forgive you. I'll forget all the mistakes you've done and I'll never question you about anything."

She's so desperate to keep him out of bay, that she makes such the sacrifice.

"I don't want that." I say as I throw his eyeball to the ground to approach her. I wipe the muck on the t-shirt he's left on the ground before I hold her face softly.

"I want you to know every sick thing I've done in the past, so that you'll know how much I've changed...changed for you. Changed to be a better guy. Just. For. You. All I want from you now, is your loyalty and trust Alex..."

"You talk about trust and loyalty. But you yourself have lied to me. You promised to tell me everything, but you go over the counter to keep secrets away from me!" I knew what she was talking about.

Harish and Abby somehow spilled it to her, but they kept their end of the bargain by not telling her. The bastard starts laughing behind us; irritating me so that I'd kill him again.

She grabs hold of my hand again and pulls them up.

"Look. We've both done something wrong here. We just...don't trust each other enough." I guess she was right, almost right. But what was I supposed to do? I couldn't tell her a life-threatening secret...her life threatening secret.

"Fine. Let's go back to your place. Your parents are worried." I tell her finally.

She doesn't bother to acknowledge me and finds peace in walking out alone.

I turn around to meet him then, already sitting on the bed while he fits his eyeball back into its opening.

With a last-minute sentiment, I rush to his neck and leave him the reminder, "The next time you try to seduce her, I'll chop your balls off."