When life gave Arthit lemons, I gave him Kongpob. And maybe some tequila and salt. 😉 It's a whirlwind love story.
Start: Aug 4, 2019
End: Sept 29, 2020
#1 Sotus - 2019/10/15
#1 Sotus - 2019/11/28
#1 Arthit - 2020/05/23
#1 Arthit - 2020/06/17
#1 Ar...
I had spent more or less of last night just thinking about Arthit, and what Davika said. I would be lying if I told you I'm not scared. My sexuality is in question now. It's very much a part of my identity. I watched some porn last night, and I was still very much turned on by the usual. I even watched some gay porn, and it was an eye opening experience. I wasn't turned on by it per say, but I ended up dreaming about having sex with Arthit.
It has been ten years since I've felt anything for anyone. If you asked me, I would say I'm still not too sure about my attraction to Arthit, but my boner would tell you differently.
I have ran through all the possible scenarios in my mind of how it would play out when I see him again. He ran away the first chance he got, so he probably doesn't want to see me. However, I'm not about to just let things go. I'm not one to run away. I need to find out how I really feel, and how he feels.
As I climbed into my car to start my day, my thoughts kept going back to Arthit. I'm thinking so much about him, me, what he means to me, what is going on with me, with him, with us, on and on, and on. I'm about to go crazy.
I just need to get through today and tomorrow's meetings before I make my way to Tokyo. I need some answers. If Arthit really doesn't want to see me, I can respect his decision. And at least I can say I have to tried.
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3rd POV
After the board meeting...
M follows Kongpob to his office.
"Kong, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?"
"No. I'm fine. Close the door would you?"
M closes Kongpob's office door before he continues his interrogation. His best friend is acting really strange. Throughout the meeting, Kongpob was either daydreaming or spaced out frowning. He was nothing like the usual sharp, cut to the point Kongpob Suthilak. A matter of fact, even his coffee was off today.
"Seriously? Who are you kidding? I've never seen you so out of it. Everything in the meeting had to be repeated over and over because you weren't listening."
Kongpob leaned back in his chair, and rubbed his face. While M plants himself in the chair across from Kongpob with his arms crossed.
"Was it really that bad?"
"See, you're so out of it, you don't even remember how bad the meeting went. You were just physically there, but your mind is somewhere else. And what is with the dark circles under your eyes? I've never seen you so ugly."
"Give me a break. I didn't sleep much last night."
"Why? You are usually pretty strict to your schedule. Is it insomnia? I know a doctor that can help with that."
