FALLIN' ALL IN YOU (Completed)

Chapter 37

Friday-Saturday - Tokyo

Kongpob's POV

After showering, I came out to find Arthit had fallen asleep sitting in bed with his back against the headboard. He is holding a magazine in his hand. I slowly approached, and sat next to him. I took this opportunity to observe him up close.

Earlier when he kissed me with such fiery, I thought things would have escalated. To be honest, I'm a bit nervous about getting intimate with him. That's not to say I don't want him. It's all that has been on my mind the past week before coming to Tokyo. The tightness in my pants from every kiss and every touch we share can be proof of that. It's just that I have never done it with another man before. What if I made a fool out of myself?

Another thing is, I don't really want to rush things with him. I don't want him to think he is just an experiment to me. I didn't come all the way to Japan just because I'm curious.

I'm for real, and I want him to know that. I'm not like that asshole ex-boyfriend of his that has left him self-doubting. His insecurities will also need some reassurance. He just doesn't see how wonderful he is, and I want to change that.

My image is clearly not helping the case. However, I'm not apologizing for being who I am. I just need him to learn to trust me. So, instead of just jumping in bed, I want him to want more than that. I'm really taking a leap of faith, and I want him to do the same. There's no guarantee where it will take us, but at least we can say we gave it an honest chance.

I inwardly smiled at my own thoughts. When did I turn into this sappy romantic idiot? I leaned closer to him. How did I not notice how beautiful he is before? His smooth white skin and his soft pink lips make him look almost angelic. I gently swept his bangs to the side. I looked from his eyes to his perfectly shaped nose to his slightly parted lips. I inched closer to steal a little kiss. Just a little one that he will not even notice.

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Arthit's POV

I woke up lying on my side, tangled with Kongpob's arms around me. Again, he is shirtless. His face is mere inches away from mine. He is so close that I can count his lashes. His bare arm touched the skin of my waist because my shirt had ridden up. My hands are caged in front of me. My heart is pounding loudly. So loud that I'm afraid it will wake him. The damn butterflies are dancing inside again.

My hungry eyes drank him in. His bare naked chest is beckoning me to touch it. The crook of his neck, and the lines of his collar bone is inviting me for a taste. His exposed nipple looks perfectly innocent, yet it's tempting me to suck on it. But what I wanted most was those enticing soft lips on mine again.

Last night, I almost lost all my self-control. I was almost ready to take all he was willing to give. The sexual tension we have between us is so overwhelming. With him showering me with his attention all day had only added fuel to the fire. So, even if this is only for a weekend, I was willing to indulge myself for once. And maybe he would just get me out of his system, once and for all. But that's exactly what I didn't want. I didn't want him to get me out of his system. I want his attention as long as I can get it.

I really like waking up with him sleeping next to me like this.

"I want to kiss you too, but I should brush first." Kongpob mumbled with his eyes closed.

"You're awake? Why didn't you say anything?"

"To give you more time to fall for me." He smiled.

"Stupid."

As if I could fall any harder or faster.

Kongpob pulled me against his chest, and I'm secretly excited that my hands are touching his bare chest. I bent my knees a little to make sure there's some distance down there so he won't feel my excitement. I probably should get up, and take a cold shower.