FALLIN' ALL IN YOU (Completed)

Chapter 44

"I wanna sleep with you." Arthit blurted. His face instantly red from his outburst.

"That's not what I mean." Arthit quickly tried to correct himself.

Kongpob chuckled. "I guess that's fair. I did say I would pay you with my body, and your food is really good." Kongpob smiles with his mouth full of fried rice.

Arthit was so embarrassed. Why doesn't his damn filter work around Kongpob?

"No. I just mean...no just forget it."

Arthit is so embarrassed. He doesn't know what to do with himself. So, he got up from his seat, and tried to put away his plate. His food has barely been touched.

Kongpob stretched his left arm over to pull Arthit by the waist. Arthit nervously looked at him. Kongpob smiles, and takes the plate from Arthit's hands, and placed it back down in front of him. He took his spoon, and scooped a spoonful of rice, and brought it up to Arthit's mouth.

Arthit obediently opens his mouth to eat.

"Hey, if you wanna sleep with me, you've got to have energy to keep up with me." Kongpob winks with is naughty smirk.

"Hey, that's not what I meant." Arthit tried to push Kongpob, but not really.

Kongpob tugged Arthit to make the latter sit back down. He scooped another spoonful to feed Arthit again, and Arthit opened up again to eat.

"Then just tell me what you mean. Let's be honest with ourselves, and to each other. I can't read minds, and I don't do well with mind games." Kongpob lays out the truth.

Arthit looks to Kongpob who is looking right back at him. He is nervous, and he doesn't know what to say to that.

"I.... I just meant I want to stay in your room.... with you." Arthit said the last part softly.

Kongpob smiles. "I wouldn't have it any other way. But I do have to warn you, I sleep nude."

Arthit feels overly warm again. That really might present a problem for him. How can he go to sleep every night like that? His mornings may become a problem too.

He unconsciously continues to chew as Kongpob continues to feed him.

"Don't worry. You will get used to it, and you can join me you know." Kongpob says as if he can read Arthit's mind.

"Arthit, as you already know that I'm a very private person. I need to let you know that there will be days that I just need to be alone. I don't want you to think anything of it. It's very much about me, and I don't want you to ever think it's you."

"Okay. What happens on those days?" Arthit feels a little apprehensive.

"Hmm, M says I'm a completely different person on those days. I become quiet and reserved. But I really just want my space to think, and sometimes I take a couple of days off to get away if I can."

"Where do you go?" Arthit asked curiously.

"Maybe someday I'll take you." Kongpob sighs, and feeds Arthit his last bite.

"There, that's more like it. See, you finished your food." Kongpob kissed Arthit's cheek before he got up taking both plates to the sink.

"Kongpob, since you are a private person, maybe we should keep our relationship a secret for now."

Kongpob turned to look at Arthit with a slight frown.

"I mean it's still so new. Maybe when we are more stable we can be more open about it. I'm sure you're going to need time to prepare yourself too." Arthit said cautiously trying to read Kongpob's reaction.