Summary: Corbyn looks back on his life with Daniel and wonders if their love was worth it
Corbyn's POV
Sometimes I wish we never met
Though I'd never say it to your face
As I look back on our life
A tale of love and pain
Wondering if it was worth it
Knowing I would never be the same
Knowing our time was limited
That one day I'd have to say goodbye
Knowing I was loving you
Just to be left behind
Knowing it was terminal
That there was nothing I could do
Knowing you were dying each night I lay beside you
I wonder if it was worth it
The feeling of your skin against mine
The burning friction of our flesh
Touches rushed as we ran out of time
The shining glow of brilliant blue
Mapping out each star of your sky
Naming my own constellations
Watching their twinkle slowly die
I wonder if the tickle of our spark was worth it going out
I wonder if the love we shared
Each night we spent together
Was worth knowing I would lose you
That we could never be forever
Sometimes I sit awake at night
These thoughts nipping at my brain
Wondering if your fleeting sun was worth all this rain
Wondering if the I love you's spoken can fill the silence now
Bring the deafening ring to halt
I wonder if holding you was worth thinking it's my fault
I wonder if given another chance
If I could go back and live again
Would I let you pull me close
Knowing how our story would end
Would I let your smile hypnotize me
Your kisses leave me numb
Would I end it at our first night
Thinking it was only a little fun
Would I have thrown away the wrapper your number was scribbled upon
Would I have walked away that day
Thinking I could just move on
Or would I cherish you more
Knowing what I know now
That each moment was precious
Every smile a gleaming jewel
Each kiss a single droplet
Stopping when my heart was full
Only for it all to drain away as I was forced to let you go
I don't truly know the answer
I don't think I ever will
But I'll still come to our spot each night
Watch the sun set
The moon rise
And wonder if knowing that all life is fleeting
Makes it worth opening your eyes
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Author's Note: I actually don't write poetry that often. This was pretty fun though. See you guys tomorrow!
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What If?// WDW BxB: Corbyn-Shots
RomanceFrom high school drama to jealousy With a bit of angst sprinkled in for variety A few smutty chapters every now and again Not to mention stories of true best friends With fluff to spare and most shots Corbyn centered If you're okay with a little ga...
