Yoojin's POV
Staring at him inside this coffin will always be a heartbreaking moment for me.
I don't know where should I start...
I don't know how will I wake up tomorrow knowing that he's not there to pick me up.
Tell me this is just a dream...
"My youngest sister want to say something..." Cameron said
I stood up in front of everyone while holding my handkerchief on my right hand.
I looked at them, they are all staring at me.
"I can't believe this happened, I know some of you are close to him, to our family. My brother will always be the sweetest and kindest person you'll ever met despite of all those we experienced he still managed to take care of me and Cameron. I am not a Lee, not even related to them, but he treated me like I'm one of them. He never made me feel that I'm different, that I'm not his sister. 19 years of being with my brothers, I will treasure it more than my life. Now..." I looked behind me, where the coffin is "Looking st my brother inside this coffin will always be a nightmare for me. I never thought this will happen to us especially to him, but I know he is happy now. That I found my real family, and I know he wants me and Cameron to be safe always" I stopped talking as my tears starts falling "O-Onew, I hope you will guide me and Cameron forever. Please, help me recover for what happened to you. Help me, heal my wounds..." I wiped my tears and looked at his face "Because it hurts so much..."
I looked at him for the last time.
I know this will be the last time that I will saw his face.
The last time that I can stare at him.
But this won't be the last time that I will call his name.
"O-Onew, will you please open your eyes for the last time? Tell me that we will see each other again. Will you please talk to me? I-I'm begging you" my tears started falling again
"Yoojin" It's Cameron
"W-Why?" I looked at him
"I know it hurts for you, but it's his time. I know he's happy to leave us, because he finally finished his mission. He finally gave you back to your family, and he donated his heart to Seungjin. I know he's the happiest right now, seeing Seungjin fine" Cameron
"I-It's unfair, why does it have to be him? We can just look for some heart donors" I answered
"I know, but this is what he wanted" Cameron said and hugged me tight "It's fine"
He left me standing there.
"He needs to be buried" Dad said
I looked at his face for the last time and whispered "Thank you"
Dad and I went back to our seats.
We're staring at the coffin being buried down.
O-Onew!!!
You're unfair!
I want to introduce you and Cameron to my family!
"I know he is a kind and sweet brother to you. I admire him for sacrificing his life just save Seungjun from death and also in order for us to caught Shawn Lee. Even though he is not alive, he's always welcome to our family" Dad said
I don't know, I can't say anything right now.
After the burial, everyone left except for Seungjin, Uncle Chan, Aunt Ju-Hee, Mom and Dad.
"This is the house key" Cameron gave me the keys
"W-Why?" I looked at him
"I'm going back to states, not because Onew's dead. The company needs me, and I promise I will come back" he said and kissed my forehead
He left.
"We should go home" Dad said
"I'll stay, you can leave me here" I said
"We can't leave you alone" Mom
"I'll stay with her" Seungjin
"Seungjin..." I called his name
He's not okay, he can't stay here.
"We'll go home after, don't worry" Seungjin
"Okay, I trust you" Mom said
They all left us together.
I sighed and went to the place where Onew was buried.
I sat down while arranging the flowers.
"You hate flowers but sorry we need to put this here" I whispered and fixed the flowers
I felt Seungjin sat beside me.
"Hi, Onew. Do you know that you're uhmmm let's say you're my idol? But seriously! I admire you for taking care of this hardheaded girl beside me. She's such a cold hearted person or should I say cold hearted dhampir" Seungjin giggled
This dumbass really knows how to make me smile...
"Thank you for donating your heart to me. I know it's a hard decision for you to make, but thank you" he whispered and put down a flower
We stayed there for an hour.
It's already dark, the stars are out.
"We should go" he said
I nodded and stood up. We started walking together, holding hands...
He stopped in the middle.
"Remember what I told you?" he asked
"W-What? I don't" I answered
"Look at the stars and say your message" Seungjin
"A-Are you serious?" I asked
"You can't wish to bring him back alive, but you can say what you want to say. I know he will hear you" Seungjin
I looked at the stars.
"Onew, will you please guide me and the others everyday? I know it'll be hard for you since Cameron and I are far from each other. He is going back to states tomorrow. But, please..." I said
"Go on, tell him" Seungjin
"Y-You're unfair, you left me. H-How can you plan without telling me?!" I whispered and started crying
Seungjin wiped my tears, and held my hand.
He put my hand on his chest where his heart is...
I looked at him.
"Even though he is not alive, always remember that he is here" he said
My tears started falling again...
He is right
Onew will always be here.
