Afraid

15.

Alex's POV
I woke up on Saturday morning with a headache. I feel like my head was hit with a brick, I feel it throbbing, and I feel like I can throw up. I turn to my side, I see Sammy sound asleep. I sit up and I am still in my dress, I can't really remember what happen last night towards the end. After fighting with Zayn, everything is a complete blur. Sammy shifts and yawns, I turn around to look at her and her makeup is all messed up.
I laugh "Oooh girl, you look trashed." Sammy laughs "You do too! So don't be talking."

I get up and walk to the bathroom, the cold tile floor against my feet. I close the door and look in the mirror. YIKES Sammy wasn't kidding. My hair is puffy, my dress smells like Alcohol. My neck has a purple bruise from Zayn. I open the mirror, and grab my tooth brush that I leave here. After I am done, I clean my makeup off and take my clothes off. I jump inside the shower and clean my body, washing my hair. As I wash my body, the memory of Zayn touching my body flutters in my mind. The way he kissed my stomach, my neck, my thighs. I honestly didn't want him to stop.

Sammy bangs on the door "Hurry up in there." I roll my eyes and rinse off. I wrap a towel around my body then, walk out. Sammy stands by the door "Thank God I thought you were never coming out." She walks in and I walk to her room, searching through her drawers for some clothes.
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I go downstairs, to the kitchen where her mom and dad are siting down talking. They look at me as I enter the kitchen.

"Alex, hi sweetheart. I thought we weren't going to see you." Her mom says, her dad smiles.

"Yeah I know, last night, I was too tired to wait to get home." I say searching the cabinets for medicine. My head is killing me.

"What are you looking for Alex?" Her dad asks and I frown when I see they ran out of what I needed.

"Umm nothing, just medicine. My head hurts." I say siting down at the table with them.

Dan chuckles "Alex? Just drink plenty of water."

"Water doesn't help me. I need like soup and medicine." I smile, Sammy parents are like my parents. Her father is my dad's partner, they work together.

They laugh and I rub my temples "I missed Charlie. Martin transferred, you know Sammy can transfer too." I hint to Darlene, I miss Sammy. Yeah, Candice is great but she isn't Sammy.

Darlene smiles "No way. You girls together cause trouble. Your mom invited us over for thanksgiving this week."

I smile "Oh that's right. She wanted to know what were you going to bring."

"Just my loving family and cake." Dan smiles and kisses Darlene. They are perfect for each other it's adorable.

Sammy comes downstairs "your mom called me." She hand me the phone and I walk to the other room.
"Hello." I say and my mom yells at me immediately.

"whydidntyoucall?" She says too fast.

I rolls eyes "I told you I was leaving my phone at home. I didn't have pockets or a bag. Don't worry I'm fine."

She scoffs "That's not the thing sweetie. I was worried, just call next time. So how was the party?"
I sit on the couch and twirl my hair "It was fun, I missed Charlie too much. The boys had fun I think. I hardly seen them. Zayn kinda killed the mood for a moment but it was all good."

"And you didn't do anything stupid or reckless.. Right?" She asks slowly and I smile

"No Zayn and I had sex. He tied me up and it was so kinky." I say seriously. My mom and I joke around so it won't kill her.

And my mom gasps "Alex Marie Mendez! Please say your joking." I picture her at home smiling.

I laugh "Yes, mom I am still a virgin! Don't worry, Zayn is patient."