Afraid

33. Part 1

Part 2 will be posted when I'm done editing it. Sorry for taking forever, I wanted to revise the plot, & add new twists :) so enjoy. Forgive me for any typos (will fix later) thanks so much for 13k & all your votes, ilysm. I FANGIRL over your comments (how lame of me) . I have no friends that's why. I'm kidding.

Alex's POV

Friday's? Before Zayn, I would go out & party with with friends. With Zayn I would stay up all night talking with him. But now, I stay home. I became a stranger to everyone. Was i depressed? No, I wasn't. My dad always told me to never be depressed about a guy, but this was different. Zayn said all the right things, and there still haunt me. Now here I am sitting on my couch watching a stupid show in my room with Sammy. I could honestly say this was the worst Friday ever.

Sammy rolls over hitting my shoulder, "It's Friday night. Let's go out." I wince kicking my feet up on the small table in front of the couch.

I open my can of soda, "Yeah, no. I just want to stay home. My have a killer headache." I lie, I'm just lazy. My parents have been nagging me about quitting my job, and focus on school. Work is tiring.

She rolls her eyes, "Have you talked to Harry about Zayn?"

"No, I don't plan on to either. He lied to Zayn, telling him I was always at the hospital. He gave Zayn false hope." I am actually annoyed that Harry said that to Zayn. He had no right.

"Let me get this straight. You and Zayn fight over your friendship with Martin. Then he keeps secrets from you. Lastly you go out and have fun, and you guys break up? You guys are literally the worst couple." She laughs, and I kick her leg.

"But besides that, we are really good with each other. We are playful, we had that friendship. We liked to joke around with each other. It was a healthy relationship, it's just the trust that wasn't there."

"You're right, you guys were cute as hell together, but nobody likes a controlling boyfriend. That's some mental abuse."

My phone rings, it's ashton. I smile answering it, "Hello."

"Hey, I brought you some movies that I thought you would like. I'm outside." Ashton says coughing slightly.

I smile, ashton told me about some old classics that I should watch, I wasn't going to watch them. But I didn't want to seem rude so i agreed to borrowing them.

"I'll be out right now." I stand up, as Sammy smacks my butt.

When I get outside I see Ashton standing in front of his car holding three movies. I walk to him, "I recommend you to watch this one first." He holds up Love Actually.

I nod, "Okay. With popcorn?"

"I suggest chocolate. Who is that?" He says looking past me. I turn around and its Sammy.

"Oh that's my friend. Come here Sam." I yell for her to come. She walks towards us.

They shake hands, "Oh then watch this one at night. You'll piss your pants." It's an old scary movie. I can't read the title.

I nod, and he hands me the third film, "This one is my all time favorite." He hands me Schindler's list.

"Oh I love this movie. It's so sad." I say looking at the cover. A car speeds down the street, causing us to look at its direction.

It's Harry's car. He parks in front of his house, he gets out. He doesn't look at me, then a passenger gets out. No. It's him. Zayn gets out, holding his backpack. He looks in my direction. We lock eyes, till he looks at Ashton then shakes head looking away.
I look down, why did that just hurt me?