Afraid

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Zayn's POV

Last night, I picked up the rest of the boys, and went down to the beach, we just stood in the car getting high. The night was full of laughter caused by Harry's pointless jokes and Louis judging Harry's jokes, followed by Niall laughing at Harry getting butthurt, while Liam and I just drank and joined in on the Laughter. I couldn't get Alex out of my mind, god she was just so beautiful. We all ended up falling asleep in the car.

We all woke up as soon as Harry's phone started to ring. We all started to yell at Harry, telling him to turn it off. We were all quiet when he yelled "Shut the fuck up, this is important." He said before answering the call.

Harry cleared his throat and said "hello" calmly

"Harry stop jacking off" Louis said laughing and Harry flipped him off.

"Sorry, that was my friend... I just woke up...no it's fine, really," he said with a big smile on his face. I wanted to know who he was talking too. "Alex," as soon that name left his lips, I shot my head in his direction "Really I'm fine, don't be sorry. I was going to wake up sooner or later." Harry says. So I assume he got her number. Okay I'm absolutely jealous now.

I yawn and decide to start my car so I can get the boys home, then go home to relax. Harry laughs on the phone. I look back to see what the boys are doing, they went back to sleep. I pull out of the parking lot of the beach and head to Liam's house first. The drive back is long and quiet the only noise is the boys snoring and Harry talking and laughing. He has been on the phone for 20 minutes already. I take the boys home, I just have Harry to take home. He fell asleep after he got off the phone with Alex. I nudge him lightly as soon as I get off the freeway.

"So you and Alex huh?" I ask, while he looks at me and laughs.

"There is nothing. Why do you ask such a thing?" he says

"I just mean, that I thought you would be interested. That's all." I say turning down his street.

"Don't get me wrong, she is beautiful but I honestly just want to be friends with her," he says while looking at me "She is a really cool girl, you know she isn't boring. She likes to go out and do things, she is fun. She was telling me all these crazy stories earlier. I look at her like a really good friend that I can count on." Harry says; I know he is being honest with every word that he just said. I can hear his honesty.

"She sounds fun, not like other girls I guess." I say while stopping right in front of his house.

Harry just laughs and says "Yeah, something like that Zayn. Thanks mate I'll see you at school," I shake my head no "Zayn, c'mon you can't fuck up this year." He says getting out, shutting the door & leans on the window.

"You sound like my dad." I say

He smirks "Yeah, well tell your old man I said hi, bye Zayn" he turns away towards his house. I sit in my car; I look at Alex's house. I sit in my car wondering what she is doing. What does her room look like, is she still hurting from last night. I snap back in reality when a car honks at me to move I flip them off, and drive home.

I get home absolutely tired; I find a note on the counter as I pour myself some cereal.

Zayn, I got a call from work to go out of town for the weekend, I left you $200 in the drawer for food & etc. spend wisely. I'll be back Monday afternoon. GO TO SCHOOL.

Dad xx

I finish eating and decide to take a nap, I lay in bed tossing and turning. I deep down want to go over to Harry's house and just talk about Alex till I fall asleep. I soon close my eyes & start to picture what she is like.
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The rest of the weekend went by too fast. I mainly just stood home, and watched Netflix, slept. I didn't have a phone, I had lost my charger & after 2 hours of looking I went to target to buy a new one. The girl at the register gave me a wink, and wrote her number on my receipt. Ha little did she know that I wasn't interested, she didn't look fun enough. I stayed up all night thinking about my mom, thinking why she couldn't love my dad. Then it hit me, she couldn't love anyone, if she left me here. I fell asleep.

I was in a deep sleep when I was woken up by a car door closing on early Monday morning. I groaned sitting up. I hear my dad talking to somebody, I shake my head & walk towards the bathroom to go wee, & brush my teeth. When I walk into my room I see a Harry. He sits on my bed, his back towards me. I scan the room to find something that I can throw at him. I laid my eyes on my TV remote. I throw the remote at Harry's back. As soon as the remote makes contact with his back he winces in pain while standing up & turns to face me.

"Styles" I say acting like I never threw the remote at him while stretching my arms.

"Bloody hell Zayn, that shit hurt!" harry says.

"C'mon take a hit like a man." I say walking towards him with my fists covering my face. I pretend to hit, and prance around him.

Harry sighs trying hard not to smile. "Zayn c'mon we don't have time for this. Your dad sent me here to drive you to school." He says.

"My dad?" I say while sitting on my bed.

Harry sits down next me on the bed "Yeah mate, he is worried about you. C'mon just get ready for school & we can leave to pick up the boys."

I just put on some black fitted jeans with a white shirt, black converse and a black leather jacket to cover my tattoos.

"Ready Harry" I say picking up my phone, while locking the door, walking towards his car. The car ride I fell asleep and when I wake up we were outside the school, and Harry parks his car while the boys get out.

When we walk to the doors, the hallways are empty we were late by 10 mintues. I notice Jackie, She is walking towards me, & as soon as Liam & the boys saw her, they left. The truth was that she was great in bed. We used to date, but we both ended up cheating on each other. I wasn't heartbroken nor was she because we both didn't give a shit, we just wanted sex. There were no feelings involved.

"Hi Zayn, I was wondering if you would like to come over tonight." Jackie said twirling her hair, I smirked and shook my head yes.

She smiled and leaned in to whisper in my ear "Okay I'll leave the key under the mat, see you later." And she left, leaving me there in the middle of the empty hallways; I went towards Harry's locker. I noticed him talking to a girl but I couldn't make her out. I yelled "Get it Harry!"

As Harry turned around, I saw her, Alex. I stopped walking and I couldn't believe my eyes. Why was Alex here, she wasn't supposed to switch schools. Harry just smiled and shook his head, while Alex just blushed, and looked down. I felt so embarrassed, so I just awkwardly walked towards them. As soon as I got to them, Harry introduced us.

"Zayn, this is Alex Mendez. She just moved across the street from me & transferred." Harry took a breath before continuing "Alex, this is Zayn Malik. He is my very good mate." Harry says as I smile at Alex, she blushes extending her hand to shake my hand. Her hand is so soft, and tiny. I could already imagine what pleasure she can do with her hands. I snap out of my thoughts and say "Nice to meet you Alex Mendez." while looking down at her.

"You too, Zayn Malik." Alex says with her Soft voice smiling.