Afraid

18.

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Alex's POV

I sat there feeling hopeless, drained. My body was worn out. My mom cried, holding my dad's hand. Rage filled my dad's eyes, angry at himself for not noticing. I was numb, I wanted to die.

I woke up to my dad shaking me, "Sweetheart. Come on get up. You're going to be late." I roll on my back soaking in the fatal memory.

My dad sits down next to me, "Zayn is going to be here any minute."

Zayn has been gone for four days. He left to New York with his father to find a house for the boys and him. We haven't talked since he arrived over there because he forgot his charger. I just hung out with Sammy and Candice, Harry and the boys while Zayn was away. But I missed Zayn.

"I hate Tuesdays. Can I stay home today, please." I asked pouting my face.

My dad laughs, "Alex your not cute anymore. It doesn't work."

I throw my pillow at him, and get up. I'm to lazy to put makeup on today. I run downstairs, and eat some breakfast.

My phone buzzes, it's Zayn. I smile at his message.

- Four days without your annoying voice and adorable giggles was unbearable. I got back in yesterday, but I needed to rest sorry. Anyways is my incredible girlfriend ready for her handsome boyfriend to pick her up for school?

I laugh, Zayn is officially the cutest. I quickly reply:

- last I checked, my boyfriend was ugly. And yes, I'm ready.

My phone buzzes

- ouch! You hurt my heart.

I smile. I decide to call him.

"Hi it's your incredible girlfriend, I'm looking for my boyfriend." I say when he picks up.

He chuckles, "Which one... The sexy one! Or the ugly one?" His humor is one of a kind. He doesn't act this way in front of his friends. Too much pride, they'll make fun of him.

I missed his humor the most, "Oh I can't remember. I guess my sexy boyfriend." I say grinning

"Alright hang on let me get him," there is a pause "Hi babygirl I missed you." He says.

I blush rolling my eyes, "Oh god. I think I missed your stupidly more than you."

He laughs, "Whatever. So are you ready?" He sounds like he's driving.

"Yup. Just warning you, I have no makeup on. So I understand if you want to break up or make me walk to school." I joke

His laugh is so amusing to my ears, "I'll be there babygirl. When is your dad leaving?"

I blush at his raspy voice. I love that we can be playful with each other.

"In ten minutes." I whisper, while throwing away my food.

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I stood outside waiting for him, when I saw his car I just for so excited. It felt like seeing him for the very first time again. He parked his car, and ran to me smiling.

I chuckled and ran to him "Zaynnn" I screamed as I jumped in his arms. My legs wrapped righty around his waist. My arms holding his neck for dear life.

He smelled like smoke, and cologne. All my senses wake up. His arms were squeezing my waist. "I missed you so much." He sounds happy, and it's really rare.

I missed him too, now I felt what he felt when I left for Paris. I kiss his neck softly, "I missed you too." Teenagers...

School was beyond boring, history was fun only because Zayn kept laughing as I made funny faces on his phone. He got in trouble, for being to loud. In English class Candice and I had too write a essay on a book. Then lunch came, Candice and I sat with Tony and his friends. Zayn would glance at us, he looked bothered. I didn't see why, I wasn't doing anything wrong. Zayn wasn't a fan of sharing, and I couldn't blame him.