Afraid

17.

I tried my best to make this chapter cute, but I think I have failed. I had to listen to piano music just to set the mood for this chapter. It was a bit hard, but I tried my best. Vote! Vote! Because it's my birthday. Never mind don't vote, I don't deserve votes. Haha
Thanks for patiently waiting as I just sat on my ass thinking of what to write. Enjoy~

Zayn's POV

Tick tick tick

I waited patiently as the clock ticked. A second, a minute, an hour as I laid on my bed knowing that I would officially be marked down as whipped. The boys didn't seem to care, they loved Alex. Alex was dangerous, I couldn't read her mind. I thought I had walls, but Alex had the Great Wall of china. I couldn't break her, I don't think I ever could. I just knew that Alex was full of surprises, I never knew what to except.

I signed deeply staring at my ceiling. What was Alex doing? Was she thinking of me? Was she nervous about tonight? These things bothered me, because I never knew what she was thinking. She was a mystery on the inside. I was getting cold feet, I can't do this. I sat up frustrated at myself.

I looked at my phone, and called her, after three rings her voice lightened my mood, and calmed me down "Zayn" her soft whisper through the phone felt as if she was right beside me whispering in my ear.

I closed my eyes, "Alex." My voice trembled, this was bad. Really bad...

Her giggle reassured me that I could completely make a fool of myself and she'll be my side laughing with me.

"You sound very nervous, don't think about it too much." She sounds so calm unlike me

I smile, "I'm trying." I really was, but I couldn't.

"Now, do I wear something fancy or casual?" I can picture her at home running her small hands through her rack of clothes hanging in her closet. Her eyebrows furrowed, curious about where I am taking her.

"Whatever that you'll like. Just bring extra clothes, I'm taking you to a special place later. You'll need to change." I have something planned for her, I just hope she'll like it. The boys are going to help me.

"Well you have to tell me so I know what to bring." She asks trying to get something out of me.

I smirk "Something that you can get dirty in."

She gasps, "Zayn Malik are you trying to flirt with me." Her voice is full of humor.

I laugh, "No, I already have you. I don't have to keep wooing you in. Or do I?"

She laughs, "Your dad was very nice. Your whole family was very welcoming." She completely changes the subject.

I smile at the memory, "They were very fond of you. But I like you even more."

"Is that so?" She whispers, she has no idea how bad I want her, with me right now.

"Are you questioning my feelings. I'll tell you everyday, if you want me too." I smirk

She laughs, but it's a different laugh it's more sexual, "Why tell me, when you can show me."

I bite my lip, Alex isn't that shy, it's a turn on. She isn't completely stupid like most girls, she plays along. Most guys get turned on by looks, but Alex's personality is what caught my attention. "What do you want me to show you." I ask

"Don't even try to talk to me like that." She laughs, I laugh too.

"It's almost 6:30 what did you do today?" I ask sitting back down.

"Umm I just stood home, being lazy. You know the usually. Snapchat, Instagram all day." Alex is officially the laziest person I have ever met. She can literally stay home all day watching TV.