Watch Me Fall

Shattered mirrors

I don't know what it is, but every so often I get a glimpse of myself that truly makes me cringe inside. I hate how I look, and it feels like somehow everyone else sees this in me. I get so red in my face, I have a huge ass nose, and damn whats wrong with my face in general? I wish I could cover it with a mask or even a paper bag. I want to hide myself and I wish I didnt look this way. People call me pretty, cute...¨beautiful¨ , and maybe they mean it, but why cant I see what they do? And I want these feelings to go away. But it's weird cause I always end up looking back, saying, ¨ Damn I used to be cute.¨ 

But then right now I think Iḿ ugly 

but in a years time I will think otherwise..?