Watch Me Fall

boom! She explodes again

20 days until i'm out. i'm crying, bawling, praying, just a bit further. 

Seeing Adri after so long, it was insane. I wish I didn't have to let go yesterday, because that hug was amazing. I miss her already. Her and Sav. I miss them. the second they left I got sad. I ended up playing warzone with my godfather, but then I saw Kyle logged on, so I tried playing duty with him like we were going to yesterday. Lol it didn't happen but hey least I talked to him :D

Idk i'm all fucked up mentally rn

I feel anxious and wanna bawl my eyes out