Watch Me Fall

Ten...

This morning was actually a lot better than one would think it would be. I woke up to some nice texts from my favorite guy, and so far have even got to talk to him, which this itself is always a plus for the day. I don't know what's wrong with me, but like I told Gingee, I just really enjoy him and talking to him makes me smile and laugh and stuff. He's slowly more and more .. open? I dunno, but either way, I'm also counting down the very hours until I get to see him. I never thought it'd be like this, you know. I'm so happy I got in contact with him again, cause otherwise this cell would be a helluva lot darker. He just makes me smile a lot, I dunno. Days like today I wish I could go bug him and straight up knock on his door and be like "heyyyy fucker", before giving him a really tight hug. Eh, I don't have much to say this morning other than he made me really happy, as always.