Watch Me Fall

Wishing the night away

I got a total of 40 minutes or so of sleep. I know this because before I fell asleep, it was 4:40 some thing in the morning. When I woke up, it was not even 5:30 yet. You've been on my mind all day, and now all night. I'm restless, afraid to sleep, because what if I miss a chance to talk to you? 

I had another dream of you. We were in the hallway. You, me, and Gingee. You went to hug me, but I said "1 sec" before giving Gingee a quick side hug, saying "bye bro". As soon as he left, you picked me up and I was laughing. You were saying something, but I forgot what. I just remembered that it was funny. We hugged, and then I had to go. 

I woke up in an empty room, a space of lost causes and a place of nightmares. My own room...my prison cell. I hugged my body pillow, just for some form of comfort. My stomach hurts a lot..I know i'm starving yet again, but it's too early to even attempt to eat. I'll just throw it up. 

Of course, you're on my mind still. Then again, aren't you always? 

With that being said, I wish you could come take me away from here. 

I can't wait to talk to you.