Watch Me Fall

Desperation of an aftermath/ Perk of the morning

It feels like time is slowing down, just to mock me. It laughs at me, tormenting me, when will this all go away? I just want to stop sinking, start floating to the surface where I belong. I feel like giving up all hope, calling it a day, and just letting myself rot in my prison cell. 

It was nice reading that good morning message . Made me feel special, lol. I woke up in a shit mood and all sad and stuff, but reading that made it better. 

I think I have writer's block. I don't really know what else to say without repeating the same things from the last like 10 chapters or so, or ranting about K.G, which I doubt everyone wants 10 more chapters of me ranting about my crush sooooo 

i'm trying.