Watch Me Fall

Getting better all the time

I'm feeling way better now, now that I have gotten to embarrass myself on snap chat haha. But yeah, i'm happy again. Got some redbull calling my name, and thinking about him makes me smile. Ha I miss him, that cute fucker. I got to see a picture of him yesterday...11/10, very cute. Made me really happy to see him. It's gonna be awesome to see him in 2 weeks. I plan on literally the day after my birthday to try to watch that movie with him. It'll be fun. And this time I won't be awkward, with my new found confidence. He makes me laugh so much. Talking to him, serious or not, makes my day better. He's just absolutely amazing. He's such a dork. He's everything I have ever wanted in my life. This time, too..I know him in real life! Crazy, huh? Instead of being an 8 hour flight away, he's a 15 minute walk away. I really adore him, it's strange. Then again, I do, because he IS strange. Strange, yet lovable. I dunno, I miss him, and hope to play Duty with him again. Any excuse to hear his voice, really. I feel so glad, so lucky, that I even have a chance with him, ya know? Ha i'm tearing up as i write this, just being so happy and feeling like the luckiest person alive. I can honestly say i'm head over heels for him...ha, my friends know it..I hope he does, too. Then again it's not like it's a secret, right? Everyone knows. There are een people thinking we are together...not that that's a bad thing, ha. Anywho, I miss him lots..I adore him so much, and can't wait to wrap my arms around his neck and hug him tight. :)