Watch Me Fall

Twelve ...

I ended up buying a pre-paid visa card a week or so at Walgreens, because I saw something I have wanted for years (around 15 years now, actually), and had to get it. I speak of the generation 3 my Little Pony Rainbow Dash figure from like the early 2000s. 

I remember my mother would have guys over, and she used My Little Pony to distract me as she'd go fuck them behind Billy's back or something. I still remember this one time when mom said she was going to go take a bath, and naturally, she sat me down in front of the TV to watch ponies. However, the power went out, and even though it was still day time, and very much bright outside the Gary apartment we lived in, I was scared. I ran to the bathroom for my mom, for any form of a verbal comfort. She told me to actually walk in, though. So I did, to see her and some stranger sitting in the bathtub together, fully exposed and probably drunk. Mind you I must have been 3 or 4 around this time, yet I still remember it. 

Well, My Little Pony was the only real fragment of a childhood I was given. When I moved in with Dad, for some reason everything embarrassed me and I was super shy or something, and I guess he tried to give me pony stuff and he still says I said I hated ponies. Well, either way, I'm kind of tired of hearing it. But whatever. 

Around 4th grade year I discovered generation 4 My Little Pony (Friendship is Magic). I fell in love instantly. I know for a fact the first episode I watched was in fact, "Party Of One", where Pinkie pie goes insane thinking all her friends don't like her or something, lol. (Isn't this the origin of the Creepypasta "cupcakes"?). Anyways, I loved it, and was almost immediately obsessed. I even had a full shelf full of the toys and collectibles. I don't know what happened to most of them, sadly. 

I'm so excited, though. I get the toy I have wanted since I was possibly 3. How insane is that? Naturally I got Rainbow Dash, because for the most part (except that like 1 or 2 times I said Pinkie Pie was my favorite, because she has a natural crack head energy and I love it), Rainbow Dash has been my favorite since the very beginning. Here's to hoping I can start my generation 3 MLP collection, now. 

I also ended up buying some other stuff, too, side note. I bought some of these fabric paints to start customizing shoes, which that alone is gonna be great. Then I got some lip piercing jewelry, which they look awesome, and I made sure to get a bigger size, because 16g is a bit small, and 14 g is the next size up. Other than that, I also got this bad ass dragon necklace, and a 50 pack of these skater- skateboard/ laptop vinyl stickers of My Little Pony. They're all really cool, being it's unooficial pictures and art people made. I personally really hope this one sticker, with Jesus holding Rainbow Dash is in there, it cracks me up so much. 

Anyways, 12 days left.