Most days I don't eat anything until dinner. Not because of lack of food, but lack if appetite. The more i'm stressed out, the less I can really force myself to eat. With all the fights happening lately, I dunno if I can really eat much. Like, i'm starving, I can feel it, but the thought of food makes me feel sick. I don't understand it. If I were to start eating, i'd feel even worse. But I need to eat. If I don't eat, the fights will get worse, because dinner is the time of day dad knows whether or not I ate, because we eat at the table. I gotta eat. I'm trying to get motivated. How pathetic can I be? I have to MOTIVATE myself to EAT. Jeez, this is difficult.
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Watch Me Fall
HorrorSome thoughts of a not so sane teenage girl. Cover by @ziggystaardusssttt
