Watch Me Fall

you ¨want¨?!

You made sure to use my friends names to tell me how they said we are supposedly ¨So cute together¨ and how they ¨would hate to see us break up¨ like I wouldn't call them?! What the hell?! YOU don't want to break up. YOU don't want us to fall apart. What about what I  want?! It isn't always about you. I  needed a break to work on me. But you need to grow up. If my friends had something to tell me, they would fucking tell me! Stop trying to pressure me, it's not going to work! I need space! I get it, you care supposedly. Good for you. Don't get me wrong, yeah I love you, but dude I can't be in a relationship right now. I need to work on me! I got shit to worry about, and having a boyfriend aint it. My art is most important right now...and damn it sucks that my dad was right about you. And yeah he was right because you couldnt even take a joke without whining. At least Ginger goes with the jokes. My dad busts his balls and he laughs. He busts yours and you whine...dude chill! And what sucks is my dad says I ¨stole¨ you from your ex. Well she can fucking have you! No offense, I would be okay with being your friend, but damn I can't do this right now! Iḿ not going to be your valentine! 

I just want SPACE AND TIME TO THINK FOR FUCKS SAKE.