The Unpaid Therapist!

Chapter 22;

Trust

Natigilan ang lahat after nung mga sinabi ko, I think they have calm down already. I'm not mad at their actions and I don't think I have the right to be mad, first, tama naman talaga sila. They've been here for me since at the very begginning. Ako lang itong stone cold at pilit na ipinagtabuyan sila, all they want was to help me and be here for me pero wala akong ibang ginawa kung hindi ipag-tabuyan sila. 

I needed their help, at para makuha ko yun kaylangan malaman din nila ang sitwasyon na kinakaharap ko, na haharapin namin. I know na higit ko silang mapag-kakatiwalaan kumpara kay Papa Tiago, Harkin, and Ilya. I know based sa pananalita nila pare-pareho silang may alam, and they are preventing the information to reach me. And I hate it!

Isa pa, Maddie, Blair, Shannon, Morgan, Clark, Luke, Lewis, Axle, and Seifer might not be my Family but their actions have already proved me that they are. Hindi talaga kaylangan maging kadugo mo ang isang tao para tulungan ka nila, and I'm lucky I was able to meet a person as kind as them. 

Hindi lang ako biniyayaan ng isa, madami. 

Biglang pumasok sa isip ko si Lewis, can I really trust him too? I think I can, sakanya na nanggaling his taking Seifer side not Harkin's. Pero may alam kaya siya? I think I should ask him too, but before that. I need to tell him what's on my mind, he knows me as well as Harkin. For sure maga-galit siya sa akin, I need to find a way for him to understand me. 

"Okay let's set things straight, I think you need to talk to Seifer first. Sa ating lahat sakanya may effect ang ginawa mo ka-gabi." Si Shannon.

"No. That can wait, I'm sure Seifer will understand." Si Maddie kay Shannon, bumaling siya sa akin bago nag salita ulit. "Alright let's start, promise us na lahat ng sa sabihin mo ay totoo, na wala ka ng itatago sa amin." 

"I promise, I think I have no choice, I'm sorry. I cannot trust Papa Tiago, Ilya, and Harkin as well. They have information, and they're preventing the information to reach me, I think kayo lang makaka tulong sa akin. Kase I know wala kayong alam, na wala kayong itatago sakin." Tugon ko sandaling na balot ang katahimikan ang buong kwarto ko, nakakatokot sa pakiramdam.

"I can't explain, but everything that has happened to my life... it feels like connected yun sa mga nangyayari ngayon."

"And why did you meet Harkin ng hating gabi, kung iniisip mo na hindi mo siya ma pag-kakatiwalaan?" Tanong naman ni Blair.

"Yung namigay ako ng fliers, na kita ko siya." I stated.

"Damn! Ilang beses kayo nag kita ng hindi namin alam?!" Tanong ulit ni Blair.

"Shut up Blair, let Iris explain her side." Saway ni Maddie habang na nanatiling tahimik naman si Shannon.

"It was an accident Blair, hindi ko alam na makikita ko siya. Yun lang at yung sa cafe ang pag-kakataon na nag-kita kami, and besides alam ni Lewis yun."

"What?! And why he didn't even bother to tell us?" Tanong ulit ni Blair.