The Unpaid Therapist!

Chapter 8;

Adventure

We were waiting at the hotel lobby while Seifer is talking to someone, I'm not talking to him because I'm still pissed. Ang kulit-kulit at ayaw mag-paawat, laging naka buntot sakin na parang aso! He don't need to that, okay lang naman ako ng ako lang. Napaka bossy pa niya, I think when it comes to me she's like Maddie. I always hear Blair's reaction when Maddie is acting like a boss, nung una hindi ko yun gaano na papansin but when I started to hear Blair complain about it dun ko nag umpisang ma-recognize na medyo may pag-ka bossy nga siya just like Seifer. 

Pero hindi ko naman nakita na ganun si Seifer sa iba mukhang sa akin lang talaga siya ganun, based din kila Blair iba nga talaga si Seifer pag-dating sa akin. Seifer said sorry to me earlier pero wala naman nag bago makulit pa din siya, he said that we will really get tired because of our activities tomorrow that's why he insist that I really need to rest. 

Wala naman din akong magagawa, kahit gusto ko pang mag-stay sa may tabi ng bonfire na kinig na ako sakanya. After a few hour when we finally reach our hotel room doon ko lang din na ramdaman ang pagod ko, suddenly if feels like my bed is calling me...

"Where's my phone? May titignan at aayusin lang ako." Bigla ko lang naramdaman pero I think I need to check my phone, this day has been good to me, gusto kong maiyak na hindi nga pala talaga pwede yun no? I tear escape from my eyes after seeing sisty-three missed calls. I am so dead! 

What the heck!

Ilya,

"Heeey!"

Ano bang nangyari? I'm pretty sure Ilya is mad at me right now, pero hindi lang yun ang inaalala ko. I miss her, I wanted to talk to her. Bibihira na nga lang siyang tumawag at makipag-communicate sakin ganito pa! Hindi na ako nag-abala pa na basahin ang iba pang messages ni Ilya, alam ko naman na wala ng magagawa yun, instead, I tried to call her. Wondering if she would answer...

"What took you so long Irisviel?" Parang gustong tumalon ng puso ko sa saya, after a few months can't you imagine nag kausap na ulit kami sa wakas ng kapatid ko.

"Ilya, I'm sorry nag ikot-ikot kase ako kanina."

"Huh? Why? Your not at home? Where are you?"

"I am currently in Palawan Ilya, namasyal ako kanina nag ka-taon lang na naiwan ko yung phone ko. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." Hindi ko na naituloy yung sinasabi ko.

"And? You think that's not a valid reason Irisviel?"

Same old Ilya, she always say what she wants to say. Hindi manlang ao kamustahin, but its okay, it was always been okay. Basta kausap ko siya. Hindi ko alam pero bakit parang ako pa ang may mali? Matapos niyang hindi mag-paramdam ng ilang buwan? Ganito siya sakin ngayon? I want to say it but I know I can't, Ate ko pa rin siya eh. At saka okay na akong naka usap ko siya ngayon, even though I know I would still prefer to be with her in person. 

"Why are you in Palawan, Is that important?" Pinunasan ko ang takas na luha mula sa mga mata ko, I just want her to actually care for me, was that hard?