In Your Dreams

Part 59

*Shennika's POV*

After a senseless silence, I finally opened my eyes to the sight of...a blue wall. What?

I shot up in confusion and looked around the small space...it was my bedroom! Not the room I stayed in at the penthouse but the bedroom I left behind at home- in England!

Was this real? I slowly brought my hand to my mouth; I couldn't believe what I was seeing! I quickly got up from my bed feeling the softness of my bedroom rug under my feet- it certainly felt real. I was definitely awake- but wasn't I always awake?

There was no echoing or unnerving silences or strange noises in big, empty dark spaces or bodiless voices at the end of the hallway.

There was just silence. The regular kind. But the kind that went along with being alone in your room.
I picked up my phone from my dresser and looked at the date... it was 12:49pm early mid-day and it was- no- the 3rd of March! How could this be!?

That would mean that I haven't seen R5 in concert yet because they're playing the 4th, this doesn't make any sense. Speaking of R5- Ross! I wonder how he is! I rapidly tapped away on my phone and hopped straight onto Twitter to see if they was anything on him or whether he was ok after that fight.

I smiled in relief seeing that he had posted something an hour ago. He was really looking forward to the London concert tomorrow... I plopped back down onto my bed in confusion as I thought this through.

If today is the 3rd of March and I haven't been to see R5 in concert yet then that means I haven't sung on stage with them, haven't introduced myself to Ross Lynch in person, or been given his precious necklace.

This also meant that I didn't come home that night to find our long time friend Bradley Steven Perry in the doorway, surprising us with a trip to America for my mum's fantastic career improvement.

There was no 9- hour flight, no beautifully formed penthouse with the killer bedroom views; no ducking and dodging Kelli Berglund my archenemy, nor was there that dramatic quad biking incident- (thank God!)

No meeting Billy Unger which was only ever troublesome and full of problems...Oh no! This also meant any visiting of the Disney sets and Shanell getting an awesome role in Mighty Med let alone dating Bradley never happened! Ah poor Shan...

What never happened was: falling off a pier into the sea; being hijacked by Rocky and Riker, the lovely picnics in the park with the Lynch's, singing at the Lynch's BBQ-Concert-Party Event thingy.

Or nightmares and night terrors about Kelli, Video chats with my Art Tutor, Crazy antics and late night talks with Maggie from next door. Bethany being homesick and the real culprit to why everyone believed I was leaving for home early.

I shook my head. Despite all of it, I was so relieved that the gang fight didn't happened and Ross and Billy didn't get defectively hurt. But what lay on my heart as a sad disappointment was the fact that myself and Ross are not together. We're not in love and a couple. He doesn't even know who I am and no matter how real things felt- only those feelings and the love shared will only ever be true in your dreams. Never in reality- no one would ever believe you even if you tried to explain what happened seriously.

I was so relieved that both Ross and Billy were ok and alive! I giggled to myself while reminiscing, this all seemed so bittersweet.

To ever think that Kelli Berglund was actually my archenemy, when really I've heard that she's really sweet and friendly in person- I guess dreams would do that. Haha!

Next to me my phone vibrated, alerting me of a notification. I clicked onto it and furrowed my eyebrows seeing the notification was telling me that Ross just tweeted:

'Longest sleep ever! it's like I didn't wanna get up. Now I can honestly say I'm so feeling this #LouderInLondon tomorrow!! #LivingTheDream :)'

I laughed so hard at this, did he really just use the term: 'living the dream'?

This was all too weird and coincidental. But I smiled to myself one final time; well I guess I'll be seeing you tomorrow then Ross, I'll be right in that crowd with my fellow R5ers Shanell and Bethany, make sure to look out for us, I'll be right there but will it be just like how our story began?

Well who's to say that things like destiny and true love only ever happen, in your dreams...?

The End

THANKS FOR READING :D xox

- I know I finished this quite a while ago, but I thought I'll just add this little bit in, hehe. Just wanted to say thanks to all those who gave my story a chance and read it til the end :) it's got quite a lot of reads and I'm VERY happy about that so thank you! :*

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OH AND I'VE MET THEM :D SO IT'S NO LONGER A DREAM!! HAHAHA xx

(Picture was added ; Shanell on the left, myself on the right) 11/10/15