Love The Second Time

CHAPTER 07: Jezreel's Regrets

Jezreel's POV

"What the hell is your problem, Jezreel ha? Why are you always doing this to me?" Galit na galit na mukha agad ni Krystal ang bumungad sa akin pagkapasok ko palang ng bahay.

She's fuming mad again with her reasons I don't even know. She shot me a glare and if stares can kill, I'm dead by now. Hindi ko naman kasi alam kung ano nanaman ang kinagagalit niya at sigaw agad ang inabot ko sa kanya pagdating ko dito. And I guess, she's suspecting me again.

"Pagod ako, please! Huwag ngayon parang awa mo na." I beg and walk away from her pero bigla niya akong sinampal.

Naiinis naman akong tumingin sa kanya and she did the same to me. Her eyes were full of anger and sadness.

"Pagod? Pagod ka kakahabol at kakabuntot kay Jaynee! 'Yan ang sabihin mo!" She burst out crying at pinaghahampas ang dibdib ko.

Hinayaan ko nalang siya kasi alam ko naman na ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat. I caused all the misfortunes in her life. She deserves better but I destroyed her. She keeps on punching my chest as she let out her sobs. I let her do what she wants, it's better that way than comforts her and gave her false hope again.

"I'm sorry, Krystal. I tried to take her away from my mind but I just can't. Just like you, I'm also inlove." I look down bearing all the guilt with me.

Nahihiya ako sa kanya dahil ako ang dapat sisihin sa lahat ng nangyari. I was the root of our sufferings.

"Ano pa bang kulang, hon? Binigay ko naman ang lahat ah? I choose to be your mistress before kasi mahal kita. Tapos ngayon na na-realized mo na hindi pala ako ang mahal mo ganun nalang 'yon? You're such a jerk do you know that?" Galit na galit niyang sigaw sa akin.

I am about to say something when my daughter shows herself infront of us. She's crying and I know it's because me and her mom fighting again.

"Mommy, daddy why are you fighting again?" She asks.

"Shut up! Ikaw na bata ka huwag mo'kong maiyak-iyakan diyan kung ayaw mong hambalusin kita!" She shouted angrily kaya mas lalong umiyak si Kaitlynn.

I immediately ran towards her kasi baka saktan nanaman siya ng nanay niya. Hindi talaga mahilig sa bata si Krystal di gaya ni Jaynee. Noong inamin ko sa kanya na mahal ko si Jaynee, inamin niya rin sa akin na ayaw niya sanang buhayin ang bata kasi nagseselos siya. Na binuhay niya lang ito dahil siya ang dahilan para bumalik ako sa kanya kaya niya binuhay niya lang ang anak namin.

"Wala kang karapatan sigawan at takutin ang anak ko!" Galit kong sigaw sa kanya. I carry Kaitlynn to stop her from crying.

"The reason why your daughter grew up being a spoiled brat it's because you keep on tolerating her!" Sabi pa niya saka dinuro ang anak namin.

"She's not a brat! Next you do this, hindi na ako magdadalawang-isip na iwan ka!" Pananakot ko dito at ikinaputla niya.

"Y-you can't do this to me, I lo--" Di ko na siya pinatapos dahil sumigaw na ako.

"Shut up! If you don't like my daughter I don't care about you too! Huwag na huwag ka lang magtangkang gumawa ng hindi ikabubuti ng bata!" Sigaw ko at pumasok sa kwarto ng anak ko.

I gently put her on her bed and sat in front of her. I dried her face with my hands and kiss her forehead.

"Daddy, why mommy is like that po? Sinusunod ko naman po siya eh but why does she hates me?" Umiiyak nitong tanong sa akin.

Even myself don't even know why.

"Shhhh! Don't cry na, princess. Kasi nandito naman si daddy eh." Pagpapatahan ko dito. I really love my children and I don't want to see them crying because it hurts me more.