Episode 41

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Episode 41: Blank

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Pauwi na ako ngayon sa bahay kung saan naghihintay ang Nanay at syempre, si Tatay na kararating lang mula Germany. I am excited to see him again but well, heto ako ngayon, napapangiti habang naaalala ko ang nagawa ko kanina! Shuta! I just did that and I honestly didn't think of that to happen naturally.

I mean, it was so sudden na kahit ako mismo, huli nang mapigilan ang sarili. I just secretly kissed BB on her lips, yeah, I stole one at malamang, kapag nalaman niya 'yon, baka mapugutan na ako ng ulo pero syempre, hindi na muna niya malalaman sa ngayon, tsaka na kapag kaya ko na. I'll say sorry, of course! Kung kailan, hindi ko pa masasagot sa ngayon.

Pero, kasalanan ko ba 'yon? Ba't kasi natutulog, ayan tuloy. Oh well, kasalanan talaga. Alam ko.

I sighed.

I admit, hindi ko rin talaga napigilan ang sarili ko! I was... tempted. The moment the moon's light shine through my car's window, perfectly touched BB's face as it gave a calm and sweet look on her and then, it happened. I did what I did and I can only pray na hindi ako patayin ni BB kapag nalaman niya. Gusto ko pa mabuhay.

I smiled. Putek. Napapahawak ako sa lips ko and I just can't stop thinking what happened.

Well, hindi ko naman pinagsisisihan ang nagawa ko. No, there isn't a feeling of any remorse. And I think, whatever the consequences may be, as long as walang alam ang BB, mamumuhay akong masaya.

Yet, my confession suddenly re-entered my memories the moment I entered our subdivision. BB cried in frustration because of me and in to that moment, na trigger lang ang confidence ko to tell her what I really feel, that I like her and I hope she'll remember that over and over again without feeling awkwardness towards me or else, I can only think of confessing over and over again—and that too, I am determined na hindi ko rin pagsisisihan.

Ayaw kong makita ulit si BB na masaya sa iba at hindi sa akin. My heart just stops beating everytime I can remember her with that guy and it's annoyingly painful at gaya nga nang nasabi ko, nagseselos ako at sa tingin ko naman, valid na itong selos ko para kay BB, now that she knows how I feel exactly towards her and this is legit feelings, I am not so familiar with but I'm getting used to it now.

I smiled a bit.

Alam ko naman na hindi na dapat bago iyong feeling na nadadampi ang lips ko sa lips ng babae, e. Like, I kissed a lot of girls already and they all felt and taste like nothing but then... why does touching her lips with my lips felt different all of a sudden? It felt as if it has it's own flavor that instantly became my lifetime favorite. Yeah, ganun, ganoon kalala. And now, my heart keeps pounding really really fast and hard. Hindi naman ako nakakaramdam ng ganito dati! I mean, it isn't even a big deal to me before but now, ang saya ko na agad. Ah, basta. Bahala na! Sana lang talaga, kapag nalaman ni BB 'to, edi sana hindi niya pa rin malaman lalo na at ako lang naman ang nakakaalam. Oo nga naman!

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