Letters to a Rockstar

I WANT TO STAY.

                                                                      DEDICATED TO MY GOOD FRIEND:

I giggled as I tickled Ashley's feet. 

"Stooooooooopppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!" He whined as he pulled his legs up further inside the comforter of the bunk. 

"Nope! You need to get up babe. We are at Warped and Andy has been yelling at you for the last hour." I chirped as I pulled the blankets off his bunk. 

"You go play for me then baby. I am too sleepy." He groaned as I giggled again. He was always the sweetest when he was sleepy. Like a child at times. 

"Okay. Then you leave me with no choice babe." I said as I started to walk out of the bunk area. I felt a hand grab my hand and pull me backwards. Sending my lightweight body flying backwards off the ground.

"Don't you even think about going to get him. I wanna stay and cuddle with you babe." He said softly as he stroked my cheek. His eyes were starring into my blue eyes as my heart began to race. 

"Ashley....." I began before he cut me off with a gentle kiss. I closed my eyes as his hand stroked my waist. He broke the kiss as I fell asleep in his arms. I felt him cover me up and kiss my head. I curled into his blankets and sighed a sleepy sigh.

I shot up fast seconds later and he looked at me alarmed. I smacked my head against the bunk and I saw stars. I felt nauseated as he rushed me out of the bunk. 

I recall seeing Andy looking at me with alarm as Jinxx grabbed me into his arms. I closed my eyes as I heard a deep voice bellow:

"GET HER MOM HERE ASAP! SHE'S HAVING A CONCUSSION AND IS GOING TO VOMIT!" 

I woke up again and I looked around. I was on someone's lap and I felt a cold liquid run through my port. I heard male voices argue whisper from nearby.

I looked around and I was laying in Ashley's lap. He had his stage clothes on and looked worried sick. His brown eyes had black eye makeup on and his pants were ripped skinny jeans with lace. He had on a white tank top and my favorite black custom made vest. His hair was falling into his face as he looked down at me. 

I pulled an arm up and gently brushed it aside and tucked it behind his ear. He smiled a worried, shaky smile and gently kissed my hand and wove his hand into mine and rested it on my waist. 

" Thank heavens your alright Chelsea. You have been unconscious for close to seven hours baby. We were fearing that this was it. We were close to calling in the squad when your vitals got better and you woke back up." My mom said from beside Ashley. 

She had bloodshot eyes and was holding onto my other hand and stroking my bald head. She leaned over and kissed me softly on my head and smiled a warm smile. 

"Ashley raced back here after they performed and he has not left your side Chelsea. He even had his microphone on him when he walked back onto our bus. Jennifer has been talking to your team of doctors baby. And they think its best you head back home. They wanna get you back to where you are stabilized baby girl. Since we almost lost you from a simple hard, hit to the head. We have arranged to fly you back home and get you back on your routine. Jennifer is staying with you. Monica is on her way there. She will stay with you. While I stay out here with your brothers." She said as I shook my head. Tears rolling down my face.

"Yyyyyyooooouuuuu sssssaaaiiiddd IIIII couuuuuulld stayyyyy hhhherrreee." I said in a shaky voice. I swallowed and began to cry harder into Ashley's lap.