Letters to a Rockstar

YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!!

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I stormed out of the house and out to the patio. I was not going to stick around and hear about my girl giving up. She was gorgeous. DID she not see that?? Despite having no hair, she was still gorgeous.

And to hear that she is stopping all medication at the end of the month! Jesus! I sat down and dropped my head in my hands. My hair falling in a dark curtain on both sides of my face. I took a few deep breaths as I heard heavy footsteps walk out and sit next to me. "Ash, I am sorry man. This is rough. She is just trying to make life easier. She only has a limited number of days left on this planet. You have to understand it from her point of view man. She is sick of feeling like shit. She misses her hair. She misses feeling normal. You can't get mad at her over this." He said as I sat up and moved my hair out of my face. I flopped back and looked at my best friend's blue eyes.

"But! She has so much going for her!! WHY is she acting like she is not good enough like this for me?? I had given her a fucking ring Andy!! I promised her I would marry her one day. I vowed I would never break her god damn heart again!!! And she pulls this bullshit stunt." I said with venom as I looked away and out towards the water. The sun was creating diamonds in the still lake and I pulled my shades over my eyes and leaned back against the swing.

Andy remained silent for a while and watched the water in front of us. He saw me grab a box out of my pocket and open it. It was a customized charm bracelet I was going to give to her before I left. It had charms all the way around it that represented her. One charm was a red heart, cause I loved her so fucking much. Another was a diamond and black diamond ying yang. Cause she kept me in balance. I also added a diamond letter with a stamp and lines for an address. For the letters that were exchanged between us these past couple of months. I played with the charms and sighed. I gave to Andy to look at and stood up and walked to the screen and leaned against the ledge.

"It really is gorgeous here. I can see what drew them here. You get all of what you love most about this city in this area. For it to be late Summer it is still humid yet." I said as Andy snapped the box shut and stood up and walked up beside me. He handed the box back to me and I took it. "She will love it Ashley. You going to give it to her or what?"

I looked at the box and shoved it into my pocket. "No. Andy. I have came to a conclusion. I cannot and will not stand to have her shorten her life like this. I am going to break up with her. I cannot watch her do this. To fucking give up on fighting. I FUCKING love her but I cannot stick around if she is going to stop fighting. And not see what makes her so god damn gorgeous." I said as Andy shook his head slowly.

"No. Do not break her already fragile heart again. You know this is not what should be happening here dude. Think about this. She is the girl that you fell for just by writing back and forth by letters. We flew out here to be with her. I cannot stand to see you break your promise and her heart anymore Ashley." He said as I stayed silent and listened. I pushed away from the ledge and walked towards the screened in door. I stopped and heard her vomiting. I looked in and she was puking up fucking BLOOD!!! I turned away and walked towards the screen door and opened and slammed it shut. I headed towards the museum. Andy came sprinting after me and pulled my arm. I stopped and he spun me around and pulled me into a hug.

We broke it and he patted my back as we both walked up to the house again. "You do know what she is going to probably do once you say this to you?" He asked as we walked up to the front door. I nodded and opened the door. He walked in and I heard her puking and I knew she was sick. My heart broke into a million pieces as I walked into the house. I did not say a word as I walked up the steps. She was puking up so much blood. It almost made me puke.