Letters to a Rockstar

The charm bracelet

My mind was numb.
What happened?
Where did he go?
My brothers were watching me like a hawk. I looked over at Juliet and busted into tears. Just the mere sight of her hair was enough to make it hurt all over again.
"Chelsea?" She asked softly as I stood up and my doctor followed me and I just stood there. Crying.
My mom knew what was wrong and she helped me upstairs to my room. I then spotted a pandora bracelet full of charms. And a folded piece of paper. I walked over and read the note. I threw the bracelet across the room as my mom held me.
"I know baby. I know. Let's get you to bed. You have had a stressful day and it's late. We will get through this. I promise. For now let's get you changed and into your pajamas. Okay?" She said as my face burned up like wildfire.
**Remingtons point of view**
I hated that guy. I was ready to fuck him up until he looked like ground up burger meat.
Sebastian was too gentle on him if you ask me. The guy has no shame when it comes to someone as gorgeous as my sister. I hope his eye swells the fuck shut!!!! The dick is selfish.

"I'LL FUCKING KILL HIM IF HE EVER SETS FOOT IN THIS HOUSE AGAIN!" I roared as Monica and I got ready for bed. She covered my mouth and shushed me. " I know baby. But it's late. Your exhausted and I'll kick your ass if you scream like that again. "She said as I nodded and she removed her hand and kissed me on my cheek. I hugged her tightly and rocked her back and forth as we both silently cried.

I was lying in bed awake later when I heard my sister's door open. I gently untangled my body from my girl. I stood up and walked over to the door and headed out.

I saw her fragile figure watching the lake from outside. She was playing with something in her hand as she looked back up. I frowned and headed to see what was going on.

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I woke up and my stomach was bothering me. I sat up and looked around. I grabbed a bucket and dry-heaved and stood up. My doctor awoke and frowned. She got up and came and checked on me.
" You want some pop? " She asked as I shook my head. "I want my life back. My hair. My Ashley. " I said as she nodded. She knew that this was taking a toll on me. And my decision to stop treatments was due to just that.

My life back to normal.

The downfall?

Life was going to be cut in half. I did not regret this. I just wanted this hell to stop. So I could be myself. For the short amount of time I had left.

"I found this on the ground earlier. And a note. I'm going to put the note back with the others. You need some time to think. Why don't I switch you to piggy back and you just relax?" She said as I nodded. She smiled and side-hugged me. "Put a hat on. The night air is chilly." She said as she switched me over. I walked over and grabbed Emerson's Mr. Hat and put it on. I put my bracelet in my pocket of my jammies and walked out with my iv.

I sat down outside and took the bracelet back out. I looked at the charms and smiled. He had did good.

A panda bear with black and white diamonds and a small sapphire for its eye since I adored the animal, a Harry Potter snitch with shiny gold and canary yellow stones, a black diamond star to represent his star tattoos, a customized BVB Pentagon with black diamonds, a royal blue ribbon made out of sapphires to symbolize my disease, a rose gold Palaye Royale symbol, a stunning and detailed letter, a ruby heart, a ring with a tiny diamond to symbolize his promise to me, and last but not least he had a black bead for my courage and strength.

"Chelsea? What is wrong babe? It's two in the morning." Remington said softly as he sat down next to me.

I handed him the bracelet and he gently took it. He began to examine it and smiled. "He told me about this. And we collaborated on a few charms. He said he was going to give it to you before he left. Where did it come from?" He asked as he studied it.

"He left it with a note on my bed. I am so confused. Why would he do this to me over and over again?" I asked as we sat together. He shook his head as he put it on my wrist. " I don't know Chelsea, but I think it's clear he is not sure what he wants. He left cause he loves you. But he is selfish. If HE did love you he would still be here. He chose to think of himself first this time. If he really is in love with you, he would be begging for forgiveness right now. But! He's gone. " My brother said as I shook my head.

"What am I going to do Remington?" I asked my older brother as I yawned. He pulled me closer and rocked me back and forth on the swing. I felt my eyes drop and shivered. He pulled me into his arms and picked me up. " We are heading to bed. You need rest sis. " He said as he carried me back inside pulling my piggy back with him. I felt a soft surface and blankets cover me back up. I held his arm as he turned away. I opened my eyes and he nodded. My doctor plugged me back in and replaced a few bags and adjusted some stuff and patted my shoulder. She headed back to her bed across the massive room.

My brother laid down with me and I curled up into his warm,bare chest. His arms wrapped around me as my charms shimmer in the moonlight. Casting a dim light show in the room. He pulled the blankets over us as my body relaxed against him. His heartbeat soothing me to sleep.

"Goodnight Ashley." I said softly as I drifted into a deep sleep.

**somewhere in Ohio on Black Veil Brides tour bus**

🌚🌛🌚🌛🌚🌛

"Goodnight Chelsea." I said as rolled over and studied the moon. Sleep followed behind me.