Letters to a Rockstar

Nope! Too Sexy!

I woke up the next day and I stretched and groaned. I looked around and Ashley was asleep next to me. I smiled and took my medicine and scooted to the edge and stood up. I then see my world start spinning and I grab onto the nearest thing. It spins worse and down I go into someone's arms.

"She just grabbed onto me and I saw her look disoriented and I caught her before she went down." Ashley said as I opened my eyes and my Ashley was talking to my doctor and family. He looked at me and shook his head sadly. I looked at where I was and I was back in my room yet. I was not sure why he was sad.

"Baby? You are going back on the stronger treatment or stronger radiation. The disease is causing you to get too unsteady on your feet. The doctor is on her phone right now with the team. Trying to see if there is anything else that we can do." He said as I nodded. I looked down and I was still in my pajamas. I pulled up my blankets and glared at his stare. "ASHLEY!" I barked as he shook his head and kissed me quick on the lips and smirked. "Sorry babe. Could not help but admire the view." He said as Sebastian smacked him across his head sharply. I giggled as my doctor paced around in a circle and talked fast in her native tongue. She is originally from Korea and came here as a child to America. She carries a slight accent but can speak her language. I have heard her do it when she was upset or mad about something.

She hung up and smiled. "They are going to start you on some liquid Iron. They checked your levels and you are TOO LOW! SO! I need to get changed and run over there and pick some up. Along with some other supplies and medication. I will be back in two hours. Lets get you dressed and do your ear medicine and your liver medicine." She said as I nodded. "I wanna take a bath first." I said as she smiled. "I can get her bath started and you guys can get her undressed. Ashley, I think CC is looking for you." Emerson said as he nodded and kissed me quick and headed out the door. I watched him leave, his long black hair was pulled into a ponytail and his black lounge pants were hanging off his waist. I smiled to myself as I was helped to my bathroom.

Emerson helped me get undressed as he ran a nice warm bath. I was sitting there digging through my bombs when I got a sudden sharp pain in my ovaries. I gasped and almost dropped the basket of bombs. Emerson saw me and knew what was going on. "You still have that huh??" He asked as I shot him a look. He held up his hands in surrender as I smiled. "Yes! I still have my factory. I do want to give you a niece or nephew one day." I said as he blushed and shut off the water. I chose two bombs and he picked me up and lifted me into my huge tub. I floated on the surface as I touched the bottom with my feet. He tossed the first bomb in as I smiled and down I went. I floated all the way to the bottom and stayed there. I looked up as a sea of purple filled the water. I saw a statue of a dinosaur and a top pop up and he grabbed them. I went all the way down to the bottom and I saw his head look over me.

I waived as he waived back and looked away. I blew out bubbles and they tickled my face as I relaxed and floated at the bottom on my back. I was now down to 94 pounds and my doctor was trying to think of how I can get that back up to 100. She was talking to a dietitian about this and she suggested milkshakes. We were going to try them today when she came back with more medicine and supplies. She made a trip to the clinic once a week to stock up on stuff. And to turn in her report and have a meeting with my team back at home. I was so grateful she chose to fly here to live with me. She was my saving grace and now my best friend. She was not married or dating so it was not hard for her to leave home behind.

I saw a second dark haired figure pop their head over my water and peak down. They waived to me as I waived back. I swam to the other side and kicked my legs as I swam. I heard a plop and saw a burst of black fill the water and I looked up. I saw black everywhere around me and I smiled. Black was always the best cause there was awesome prizes inside. We got these online and each one was different. No two held the same prizes. I floated around the massive tub and my body felt amazing. The warmth was so soothing on my frail body. I was aching today. Like I was getting the flu. My dizziness was better and I could care less about anything else.