Letters to a Rockstar

"🎩I feel like a character out of Alice in Wonderland!🐰"

"What if she does not forgive me? Are we even doing the right thing? Will this even work? Are we able to get a refund on our tickets?" I rambled as Andy and I stood in line to get in our seats. I felt a smack across my head.

"You are not backing down now Purdy!" He growled as I glared at him from beside me.  He pushed me towards the line as we moved forward.

I plopped down in the first class seat as he plopped down beside me.

My head dropped down into my hands as tears flowed out onto the floor.  Andy rubbed my shoulder and patted my back.

"She is going to be okay Ash." He said softly as I nodded.  I wiped my tears and took a deep breath. I sat up and sucked in the fresh air around us and leaned against the seat.

Andy pulled at the purple tie on his neck as the plane filled up.

"Why the fuck did Sammi choose to have us be in such uncomfortable outfits?!?? I feel like a god damn character out of Alice in Wonderland!" He grumbled.

I rolled my eyes and looked at him. I snatched his ears off his head and smirked at him. "Cause we are characters you dumb-fuck!" I said as he glared at me. He grabbed his ears and put them back on. 

We had on deep green suits and bright blue blouses. Our ties were wide ribbon in the shades of bright purple with green polka dots.

"At least you did not wear a fucking hat!" I snapped as I took off the top hat. I was the best man and Sammi put me in the Mad Hatter's hat.

He looked over at me and smirked.

My hand went across his head as he cursed under his breath.

"Jesus."

I chuckled as I lowered the seat back and flipped off the lights. I put in my earbuds as we took off.

Metallica was blasting in my ears as I closed my eyes for the 3 hour red-eye flight to Ohio.

****meanwhile, back in Ohio****

"Who gave you permission to allow my ex to come back here??" I snapped as my brothers explained what the uproar had been about earlier.

"Chelsea, you do love him right?" Sebastian asked as I flopped back against the couch. I sighed a deep sigh and nodded.

"But still! I am not even fucking presentable!" I whined. Remington shook his head and looked down and chuckled.

"Babe, he and Andy are not going to be here till tomorrow. They are currently flying back from Sammi & Jinxx's wedding. They were in the wedding. You have time. Besides, he will just be ready to ask for your forgiveness." He said as I glared at him.

I crossed my arms and humphed.

"Its late Chels. You need to get to bed cause you are scheduled for your testing tomorrow." Emerson said softly as I nodded.

I stood up slowly and grabbed my crutches and they helped me back up the ramp to my room.

Remington grabbed some black and grey plaid pajama bottoms and a black tank top.

I got changed and crawled up into my bed. My doctor adjusted my Iv drips and reconnected me for sleep.

The cold fluid raced down into my ports and I felt my sleep arrive. My brothers pulled the blankets up to me and kissed me night.

**two hours later**

I rolled over and felt like the air was cut off in my body. My eyes shot open and I gasped and grabbed at my throat.