Letters to a Rockstar

(Author's note. This is the FINAL chapter. I am wrapping this one up. Bittersweet.)

I knew that this marriage was to be short lived. I just knew by the way I was feeling. My body was just feeling run-down. My energy was not there.

I just did not know how short lived it would be??

I woke up the next day. And stretched and looked around at where we were. He had shocked the fuck out of me and taken us to a retreat. Since I was unable to travel, he took us to a local one. I was surrounded by the sounds of the lake crashing against the sand and the early morning songs of the birds. 

The place itself was right in front of a channel. Boats were coming and going at all hours of the day. We had our own private beach and villa a few yards away. Tucked behind a gorgeous bamboo fence. The sun was out and the house was two stories. The villa was open on all sides and there was a stunning couch and a firepit in the middle. We even had our own butler!! I smiled and sat up and looked around. This place had windows all around us. The walls were wood and the floors were as well. We had no television here. No internet as well. Just shut off from the outside world. Completely. I loved it. I stood up and took my medicine and did a quick check of my body. 

Pretty good today. Sore from fucking like animals last night. But that was to kind of be expected. He was just so incredible I walked towards the bathroom and did my duties and grabbed a silk robe with India patchwork material all over it. I tied it into a bow and slipped on my fluffy bunny slippers. I pulled my hair into a sloppy bun at the top of my hair. I closed my eyes and recalled what all happened last night.

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We got here and he picked me up and carried me inside. He sat me down and I walked around in awe. He walked up behind me a few feet as I looked around. 

He scooped me into his arms and raced to the bedroom. 

"Ashley! Careful! My dress!" I yelped as he picked me up. He laid me down on the super comfortable bed. It was made out of local wood and had a mattress that felt like clouds. There was christmas lights around the top of the poles and a delicate sheer Moroccan style material on the top. He dove down towards me and I yelped and rolled out of the way. Grabbing my wedding dress as he landed. He propped himself on one arm and looked at me. "Cumere baby." He said softly. I was not able to move much due to my dress. I rolled onto my side and scooted closer. He smiled warmly and pulled me closer. He stripped off his jacket and he unbuttoned his blouse and pulled it out of his pants. 

He leaned over me and took off the veil and carefully carried it over to a chair and laid it down. He came back and laid down next to me and leaned over me and our lips were together in seconds flat. His hands were on my waist as he slowly got more intense with his kisses. He leaned farther over me until he was on top. I broke it to get air and he smirked. "This dress is stunning. You look absolutely gorgeous baby. I however have been anxious to get this dress off of you all fucking day. Its hiding the best parts and I wanna see what else you have to show me. I saw a bit of what is under there earlier but I know there is more to see. Let's remove this dress." He said softly and with seduction dripping from every single letter in that statement. I could only nod as he got up from the bed. I stood up too and he pulled me close to him and spun me around.

His fingers stroked my back slowly as he kissed my spine. I closed my eyes as his lips gently went down. He got to the delicate zipper and gently pulled down. His lips stroking me as it got pulled down. My breath hitched as the zipper got lower, I felt the masterpiece loosen up around my skinny body. I knew he would see my ribcage here soon. My vertebrae was showing a bit as well. He reached the bottom and pulled it over my body gently. I felt disgusting and dove for the blankets on the bed. He saw me cover up and shook his head. "You don't need to hide from me babe. I think you are the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. Your body is perfect. Every single inch of it. Do not be ashamed of how you look. You cannot control this." He said as he stripped down. I blushed a zillion shades of red and giggled and hid my face.