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As I'm eating my slice I slap it and giggle. "I cant stop hitting my food," I then pout and he nods.
"I see that.. my poor muffin," he says remembering the muffin I smashed a few days ago. I blush and shug.
"It looked like it was going to attack you, I had to save you," I say jokingly. He nods playing along. I like it when he acknowledges I'm here.. he has a habit of ignoring everyone.
"Yeah," he says eating some of his slice that he's holding with his fingertips. I pick up my slice and go to take a bite but I clinch my hand and smash my slice In my hand. I look at it with a pout and he sighs. He's sad..
I continue to eat the broken piece and make a mess with it. Oliver gives me a napkin and I shove it in my mouth and spit it out immediately. "I swear-" I mumble to myself. I cant do anything right.
Oli gets another napkin and wipes my face for me since my hands are clinching over and over. Since commenting on the nice act could make him uncomfortable I just smile a little. We eat together until josh comes in. He looks exhausting, he stayed up with Oliver and then went to class.
He comes in and Oliver stands up about to say something. Josh looks hopeful for a moment until Oliver walks off without saying anything. He leaves the room and josh goes back to looking tired. He gestures for me to follow so I wipe my hand with paper towels and then follow him to out room.
Josh gets in his bed and leans on the headboard so I follow and straddle him. I lean down and put my forehead on his shoulder. He rubs my shoulders and sighs. "How was class?" He asks me.
"Why won't you forgive him?" I ask leaning away and looking at him.
He looks nervous and then plays dumb. "Forgive him for what?" He asks. I roll my eyes. He knows I dont know.
"Josh. I don't know but I know you're upset about something he did. Just forgive him," I say and he then looks annoyed.
"Kellin, you have no clue what happened. Stay out of it," he says and I sigh and look to the side. I'm sitting on my hot boyfriend whose upset. Why can they just be friends? That might help Oliver.
Josh sighs and puts both hands a few inches up my shirt to grab my sides. I look at him to see he looks sad and tired. "Can we just sleep?" He asks. What about Oliver? He left. Well.. I guess he's his own person, he can go on a walk or go smoke with Ronnie or something. I get off of him and go to my bed.
I dont sleep with him because I hit and move around a lot. Plus I dont think he's as cuddly as he seems. Like, I dont think he wants to cuddle every change we get while I do. To bad Awsten is to busy having a boyfriend to cuddle with me. No we arnt having problems, I understand for the first few months we are going to be a little more distant with each other because we have boyfriend who give us attention and we get to learn more about. We talked about it completely and both understand we still love each other and all that.
Me and Awsten still talk a lot and we both have juicier stories now that we have lives. Every day we go out on a walk and talk about our partners. It's fun and it helps because I'm horrible at keeping secrets and talking about them to Awsten makes me less likely to shout it out. Not real secrets, just things I learn about Oliver and what my doctor has been talking to me about. Like medical marijuana and tips on my tic.