When I wake up confused with what I'm feeling. The first thing I see/feel is Oli laying on me. Well halfway on me, his face is on my stomach and he's between my legs.
I'm laying on something squishy- oh and I have arms under my armpits and josh's hand on my chest. I turn my head up and look at Josh. He grabs my face and squishes my cheeks. I reach up and grab his face with both hands. To me, he is upside down but that doesn't matter when he bends down and kisses me.
After I kiss him I relax back into his embrace and look at Oli. Oliver's asleep on me. "Why am I being squashed in between you two?" I ask and he grabs some of Oli's curly hair and gently plays with it.
"He was carrying you but we took a break and when I sat down he put you on me and then laid on you and went to sleep, " he says. Oli is a sleepy guy. I wonder if he took his medicine today?
"You're comfortable, " I say with a giggle. He hums and I start braiding Oli's hair.
Only five-ish minutes past because Oli shoots up gasping. He grabs his throat and then sees us looking at him with wide eyes. He blinks and puts his hands in his hair and fucks up the braid I made.
"Ready to go? I kinda want to go get food," Josh says so I get off of him and we all stand up.
"Y-yeah, let's leave, " Oli's voice sounds a little panicked? Did he have a bad dream? Josh holds my hand Oli looks at his hand for almost no time before turning around and walking. We follow and josh keeps looking at Oli like he's trying to think.
Josh looks at me and kisses my cheek before jogging up to Oli. I stay at my pace and watch josh go up to the tattooed guy. He touches his back causing Oli to look over at him confused. "Hey," josh says and I wonder if I should walk slower because I'm close enough to hear everything and they might want space. I'm also very curious to see what happens..
"Hey?" Oli says and looks at me still confused. I shrug and he looks back at josh. All of us are still walking in the foggy woods but it's no longer spooky to me because I'm comfortable. Josh and Oli would protect me if something happened.
"Um, what's wrong?" Josh asks sounding nervous. Oli shrugs a little and looks forward.
"I had a nightmare but it's fine now. Why are you asking?" He says and josh's hand goes around Oliver's waist and grips his hip. I can only see half of Oli's face from this angle but I can tell he's blushing hard. I would be too.
"I miss you, " Josh says and oli leans his head on Josh's shoulder. Oli wraps his arm around josh's back and I smile. They love each other...
"Yeah.. I missed you too," Oli says in a soft voice. "Kells, come here," He says so I wall a little faster to catch up. Josh lets go of oli and holds my hand. Oli holds my other hand and I smile.
"I'm happy you are getting along," I say. Oli shrugs and Josh sighs.
"Maybe he doesn't hate me but I don't think he'll love me after I tell him what happened," Oli says and Josh looks at his shoes.
"No, he'll forgive you, " I say and josh sighs.
"You can't be so certain. I forgive him enough to be his friend but.." He looks at Oli. "You hurt me and I don't know.." He says and Oli nods.
"Yeah.. Just.. One thing at a time," oli says and I feel a little sad that they still aren't actually comfortable with each other. Like, they don't hate each other but I don't feel like they trust each other not to hurt each other.
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"Just ignore them, " josh tells me. We are at a restaurant Oli picked and everybody is looking at us.
There's plenty of reasons why they are staring at us but the main reason is probably that I keep yelling things out. I just threatened to burn down the place.
The restaurant is on the fancy side so my anxiety is higher than normal. See fast food restaurants are loud and chaotic so I blend in a little. However, the atmosphere here is quiet and posh. I notice and concentrate on each tic causing more tics.
I can't ignore the people, they are starting at me. "I like three guys!" I cover my mouth and blush more. Fuck.
"Wait? You do?" Josh asks and I shrug. Vic is.. I like him. He's different from Oli and Josh but I like him. People start whispering and I hear one couple talking about us. Like if we are a poly relationship.
"Can you fock off?" Oli says in a very strong British accent. Sometimes I forget both of them are British. They sound different. Sometimes my mind only thinks Oli is British and josh isn't.
The couple shuts up and starts eating. "Fock, f-fock," I cover my mouth and continue to make fun of the way he said fuck. I spill my drink and grab Oli's soup. Not his bowl, the soup. He grabs my wrist and pulls it out of his bowl.
Unexpectedly he licks my hand and puts my first two fingers in his warm mouth. My face goes red as he makes eye contact with me. His tongue against my fingers brings me back to that night when he was at my house.
When he gave me a blowjob..
I pull my hand back and josh starts cleaning my hand the real way; with a napkin. I cross my legs in hopes they don't see how that affected me. I'm confident my face is ruby red from the blush.
My tics are minor now but josh ends up feeding me my food. We all talk about the food and how pretty the woods are. Oli talked about the moon but it was more of a conversation with josh and not me. It didn't bother me, I'm fine if they talk without. I was busy texting Awsten anyways.
"I'll pay-"
"Shut up, give me the check," Oli interrupts Josh and then takes the check. He gets out his wallet and pays the 80 something dollars.. That's so much.. I don't have money on me so I can't help pay but it does make me curious.
Where does Oli get money from?
He doesn't have a job, at lease that I'm aware of. He does sneak away a lot but I think he goes to the graveyard every day. He doesn't talk about family so I don't think he gets his money from relatives.
Drugs? Does he sell drugs- or his body- no, I don't think he does.. He can't? He pays for the food and leaves a big tip. "Thank you," josh says and I nod.
"Yeah, thank you Oli. I'll pay you back, " I say and he shakes his head.
"You don't have to. Not with money at least, " he says and winks. Josh pulls me to him as I blush.
"He is my boyfriend," josh says and Oli smirks.
"Yeah. True," he says and then Oli kisses me on the lips as I'm in josh's arms. I kiss back and he pulls away smirking. "Your boyfriend is a good kisser," he says getting up and getting out of the table.
Josh pouts and I giggle. Oli is so hot. We get up and follow Oli out. I'm happy.. Today has been amazing.
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Yikes, i wanted to take a break from writing but im already planning a new story ;-;
Thoughts?
How does oli get money?
