In the shower I wash my hair extra good to get all egg out. "I'm naked," I mumble. Yeah, that is true. Hot water trickles down my body slightly burning my pale skin. Water tries to get in my eyes so to blow a little making the water go away.
I sit down when I feel dizzy. I'm going to pass out.. I put a rag over my crotch because if Oliver or someone hear me not respond he might think I fell and died. My face isn't in the water so hopefully I don't down. My world spins and gets darker and darker until I'm unconscious.
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When I wake up I'm confused because of a few things. The water off and I have a few towels on me. I'm mostly dry so I sit up and wrap one of the towels around my shoulders. The door is open..
I get up as I tie the other towel to my waist and the rag falls. Welp he didn't see my dick. I get out of the shower and Oli walks in but freezes when he sees I'm not unconscious. He has reddish eyes and looks shaky.
"O-oh, okay. You're awake," he says and turns around and rushes out. I follow in the direction and see him sit on his bed and put his face in his hands. He looks like he either cried or smoked. Why would he cry? I sit next to him and wipe the damp hair out of my face.
I'm only in towles but I'm confident my body looks okay so im not to self conscious. I of course will be embarrassed if my towel came off but as of right now I'm comfortable. Oliver looks at me with a frown.
"Are you okay?" I ask and he looks away.
I'm not sure if he was going to answer that but the door interrupts us and josh comes in. He looks at me and Oliver looking now slightly mad. "Kellin put clothes on," he says almost trying to shoo me away from Oliver.
"I'm talking to him," I state not getting up. I dont do everything people say for me to do, I'm not a kid. I'm not cheating or doing anything wrong. Josh frowns while crossing his arms. Oliver just watches us.
Accidentally I swat at Oliver's knee. "Well tell him whatever and then come cuddle," he says demanding. He's my boyfriend not dad, I'm not doing what he says. I'm not going to put Oliver on spot by asking him if he's okay in front of Josh.
"Fuck off," I say but it's not a tic. I'm looking at josh with a serious face. Josh huffs and walks out.
"Josh is the jealous type, you probably should put some clothes on and then apologize," Oliver says.
"No, I dont apologize for things I'm not sorry for. He shouldn't be jealous because I'm just trying to talk to you- Cock!- it's not bad to have friends," I say and get up. I want Awsten to help me. Oliver's eyes stay on me but he doesn't say anything. I go to Awstens dresser and put on one of his pastel hoodies and then go to my room for privacy and my pants and underwear. Once I'm dressed I go back to Oliver about to leave.
"I burnt the eggs," he mumbles.
"Okay, I'm going to find Awsten. Could you walk me to Geoff's room?" I ask and he gets up and starts leaving so I follow. They live in the other building so it ends up taking a few minutes.
Once we are there Oliver waves bye and leaves me. I knock on the door and Vic opens it. He looks at me and then Oliver's back as he walks away. "Oli? Wanna hang out too?" He asks and Oliver's only respond is giving us the middle finger.
Vic sighs and invites me in. "Hows it going?" He asks as I go to Awsten who is laying on a bed. Otto is on the floor and Geoff is doing homework or something at a desk.
"Lame, Josh is acting jealous and I dont like it," I say and lay on Awsten. Awsten hugs me and I sigh.
"Did it have to do something with Oli?" Vic asks. Why does he keep calling him Oli, I've noticed he hates it.
"Yeah, I passed out in the shower and Oliver helped me but Josh told me to go put clothes on and stop talking to him. But I had towels on, I wasn't naked or anything," I huff and Awsten rubs my back. Awsten is laying on his bed with his head resting on the headboard so he's slightly sitting up and I'm in between his legs with my face in his chest.
"Oli, oliver and Josh use to be friends.. it sucks they hate each other now," Vic says. They use to be friends? They argue every day..
Theres a knock on the door and Vic opens it to see Oliver. "Hey, I need ten dollars I'll pay you back when I go to a store," he tells Vic. He needs more money?
"Why?" Vic asks.
"Because I need a ten dollar bill and not a card because the place I'm going doesn't take cards," he says with attitude in a duh tone. Vic rolls his eyes and starts getting his wallet out. Oliver's eyes locks with mine.
He gets the money and then leaves.what is he buying if it's not from a store? Drugs? Otto starts talking to Geoff so I start listening to their pointless conversation. Am I having a fight with josh so soon? Is it considered an argument? We didn't yell or anything..
This just adds more stress..
Thoughts?
What is Oliver buying?
Is josh is so jealous how would this work out?
Maybe it's a coincidence and kellin only has one soulmate.. but who?
Was oli crying or high?
What should kellin do?
