I can't stop thinking about Oliver's hand on my throat.
Right now I'm laying on Josh as he plays on his phone. Josh is addicted to his phone. The room is quite except the tapping josh is producing with is thumbs.
"I need attention," I mumble like I'm dying. It's been a few days since he said he doesn't like me being so clingy but nothings changed that much. Well I dont jump on him every time I see him.
Josh looks at me and sighs. "Sweetie, I just went to my classes and the worked the rest of the day, I'm tired," he says.
"Can I go get attention from someone else?" I ask quietly as I sit up. He thinks for a moment and shrugs.
"Yeah, but you're are mine. Dont forgot that," he says. I start getting up only to be caught my him. "You have to kiss me bye and text me that you're okay every once in awhile," he says and I smile and lean in. He kisses me slowly and I can feel his love. I think.. I think I love him.
I want to tell him soon.
Maybe on our next date. I wave bye as I backwards. I trip on my shoes I kicked off and fall on my ass. "Ouchy," I pout. Josh smile and calls me cute.
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Since I cant find Oli I go to Vic's room to see if either him or Awsten want to praise me- I mean, give me attention. Vic opens the door and I see he's alone. "Awsten and Geoff are at Otto's," he says but let's me in.
"Oh.. can I still hang out with you?" I say looking at colored pencils and markers on his bed and then the notebook in his hand. He's wearing a tie dye hoodie and knee length shorts.
"Yeah, how are you?" He says getting on his bed and moving things so I can sit.
"Its uh me Mario!" I say in Mario's accent. I giggle and cover my mouth. He chuckles as he opens up the sketchbook and I see a switch. Not Vic, the actual gaming console.
I leave the bed and bounce to the switch and pick it up. "Can I touch this?" I ask turning it on. I look over my shoulder at him to see him smiling.
"Yeah, there's an-"
I see animal crossing when it turns on. "animal crossing! Fuck me- I love animal- porn," I blush. "Not animal porn. I'm ticing- yip" I stumbled through my sentences.
"Yeah I understand. Sit on that office chair," he says and I dont even question him. I sit in it and put one of my legs over the arm rest as I start playing someone's animal crossing character. Probably Geoff's or Vic's.
I play on it for ten or so minutes but get lonely so I put it down and skip to Vic and look at what he's drawing. I'm surprised when I see he I'd drawing me. He already drew me but is drawing the room and chair now.
"You drew me? That's so cool," I say impressed with how good it is.
"Yeah you're really pretty so I had to. Do you care if I keep it?" He asks.
"Of course, you drew it so duh," I say sitting on the bed. Why would he even ask that I'm happy he thinks in pretty and wants a picture of me. "But I'm bored. Give me attention," I say pouting.
He puts is art stuff away and faces me. "Okay, what kind of attention?" He asks looking with his attention on me.
"Sex!" I yell and then burst into laughter because I'm awkward and that was a funny tic. "Not sex but can we cuddle? Josh said it's okay. Apparently I can kiss people too but I just want to cuddle and Josh didn't want too," I ramble nervously. I'm asking my friend who I'm not all that close with to cuddle.
"Oh? Yeah, definitely. How?" He says looking at my hips and then back to my eyes. How? By cuddling, theres no real way.
I lay down and pat the spot right beside/in front of me. He lays down facing me and I scoot up to him put my face in his chest. He grabs my hip and get comfortable. Our bodies press together and I blush.
"You are so hot- like temperature- well I mean you are hot but- whatever," I mumble. He is snickers and I pout into his hoodie.
"Goodbye," I say and click my tongue.
"Yeah bye," he says and hugs me a little more. I really like cuddling with him. He doesn't leave and neither do I.
Thoughts?
Bro I gotta write a story for Awsten + Travis' slumber party what should the ship be?
