When we get to his car he hugs me before I get in so I hug back with as much love as I can. I want him to feel my love.
He sighs and puts his chin on my head. "You smell good," he says and I blush. Can he smell my cinnamon perfume? Yes perfume, I dont like cologne. He smells like rain and forest. Rain forest?
"Thank you, but you smell better," I say leaving my face in his chest as I talk and hug him. The hug seems to last forever yet only a second. We pull apart and he ruffles my hair causing me to scrunch up my face. He opens the passenger door and let's me in.
When he starts driving I look at his hand. "What did happen to your hand?" I ask because maybe he'll tell me. He opens his hand and looks at the mostly healed scratches.
"I grabbed a rose too hard," he says and drives to a restaurant. Doesn't he not have money?
He gets out and starts leaving me so I scramble out and follow him. We go in and he tells the person two so he gets us a table. We sit down and order our drinks in the fancy restaurant. Does he expect me to pay? I mean in cool with it but it's a little rude..
"Order whatever you want, I'm paying," Oli says clearing up some of my confusion but not all. Why did he ask me for money? I look ag the menu and almost have a heart attack. Nothing us cheaper than 20 dollars except the drinks.
I look around and see all the fancy people.. oh my god we look so poor with our normal clothes and my messed up hair. "Goodnight!" I yell and everyone- and I really do mean everyone looks at me.
Under the table I accidentally kick Oli making him swear and I feel so embarrassed. "Yip" I start yipping and a worker comes over. "Ma'a- sir, can you please quiet down or I'm going to have to ask you to leave," the worker say with his nose up like he's better than me. He seems a little familiar but I cant place it.
"He has tourettes and if you think you are going to kick him out because of that I will sue this dump. What's your name," Oli says grabbing a pen and napkin. The guy's eyes widen and he looks at me and then Oli.
"I'll get the manager-"
"First you will Give me your name so I can tell the manager who is threatening my friend," oliver says strictly making the guy nervous. I continue to yip as he talks but I watch closely because I've never see Oli so demanding and hot- I mean in control.
"Andy biersack. I'll go get the manager sir," he says and leaves and I realize exactly who he is. I fake sneeze and look at Oli.
"I know him," I mumble and yip. Everyone keeps looking over and I feel so anxious and ashamed of my tourettes.
"Well he's a fucking asshole and I'm going to probably get him fired," Oli says annoyed at Andy.
Andy was the guy who Awsten beat up because he was bullying me. He looks different now. Back in high school he had long black hair and was really gothic, now he has short light brown hair.
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Right as the manager leaves is when we get our food and I'm blushing from what happened. Oliver explained what happened and told the manager that he would never come back if he didn't fix his employees because he doesn't want the people he cares about to be degraded by them. So he said he cared about me.
Accidentally I push my cup off the table and yet again everyone looks at me. "Mind your own fucking business," Oli says harshly at some people. They immediately turn around and so do midt of the other people.
"Sorry I'm ruining everything," I say upset. It's like I ruined Oli's day, the manager's, Andy's, and everyone else here. Tears start to form as I smash my food uncontrollably.
Oli gets out his side of the booth and slides in next to me. He grabs my hands and the tears fall. I literally need someone to stop me from hitting my food..
"Hey, stop it. No crying " he says but I can't. I'm hungry, sad, and frustrated. He grabs some of my food and then feeds it to me. I pout as tears flow. I dont want to be a baby who cant even eat by himself.
Oli grabs his plate and moves it to this side. "This soup is good, try it," he says bringing a spoon full to me. In my mind I was going to accept it but instead I blow it hard causing the liquid to get on Oli. He looks at it and pouts.
"Sorry," I mumble.
He dips it back in the song and tries again but I do the same thing. He pick up the bowl and looks at me seriously. "I will drown you in this soup," he says and puts it to my lips and tilts it. I drink some and then some spills on me. He puts it to his lips and drinks some before putting it down.
He ends up feeding me and himself our food and we are covered in food by the end. I forgot to be embarrassed and kept laughing when I got food on him or me.
He payed with a card and I remember he did say that he just needed money because he didn't have cash and the place didn't have a register. The flower store did look old so maybe it broke so he has to only get roses with cash.
"Daddy," I mumble under my breath. People who don't know I'm just ticking must think I'm very kinkym I've a virgin so I've never even considered what I would be into or not. Josh isn't into "choking" so I doubt that will be a thing. Did I say that out loud?
Oli looks at me as we walk to his car and seems to be thinking. He pushes me against his car and puts his hand on my throat. Oh my god I'm into choking, please choke me.
"Dont say things you dont mean, love. It makes me hopeful," he says in a low voice with a firm grip on my throat. Every doubt of not liking being choked leaves my mind and every innocent thought is perverted.
When I dont push him away or show any sigh of 'dont' his grip gets tighter. He leans in and whispers in my ear. "Poor you, josh isnt into choking," he let's go and opens my door for me. My face is redder than a firetruck and- oh my god just that made me Semi-hard.
I get in shaken up and he goes around and gets in. Oliver is really dominant? I look at him to see he's looking at me with sharp eyes. He is watching me like a hawk.. I like it?
He smirks and starts driving. Can he read minds? Does he know I wanted him to kiss me? Does he know I'm turned on?
Thoughts?
Theories?
Choking
