chapter 40

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With josh following behind I leave the room to see Oli looking at his crotch.

Naturally I look too and see he has a boner. His hands get in the way so I look back up to see he's looking at us surprised. "Interesting," josh says and oli's face goes bright red.

"Shut up, you lot are hot," he says and I blush. He got turned on from walking in on us?

Do I bring it up more? Ask what he wanted? Stay quiet? What? "I'm going to kill the president!" I smile nervously and click my tongue. Oh great, I'm going to start ticing a lot. I can feel it.

"Josh uh, never mind. I'm going to go for a walk," oli say now trying to leave.

"Im gay," I say grabbing Josh's hand and following Oli. Josh makes me drag him and oli looks nervous. Oli puts his hand down his pants and shamelessly adjusts himself so it's not noticeable. Josh squeezes my hand so I look at him to see he looks like hes trying to secretly ask if we can leave Oli alone.

I look at Oli whose doing the weird spreed walking. Like hes trying to get away.. They dont want to be together.. But I know they do. "Oli.." I say but it comes out sad.. my mood is getting sadder.

Josh and Oli are so unhappy without each other and it makes me sad. Oli stops and looks at me concern. I feel put on the spot. My throat feels dry and hot. Josh looks worried about me now.

I let go of his hand and take a step back.  I cant cry now.. anxiety flows in my system and I clinch my hands over and over. "Yeah? What's wrong?" Oli asks stepping forward but I step back more.

Tears weld up in my eyes and I bite my lip. I just want them to be happy. Maybe they dont need me.. I shake my head and go to run but josh catches me. I try to push away but he's too strong. "L-let go," I cry.

Oli comes over and grabs my face and I stop squirming. My back is against Josh's chest so I cant see his face but I can imagine he's frowning at Oli. Oli looks eye level at josh and then back to me.

"Why are you trying to run away? And what's with these tears?" He says wiping away the falling tears.

"Y-you love him but you're to stupid. Both of you are. You guys should date and forget ab-bout me," I say trying to run away again but Oli grabs my face again.

"Stop crying. He's your boyfriend. You two are dating. I'm nothing to either of you. Have fun with him," Oli says before smiling sadly and me and his eyes flicker to Josh's before he turns around and starts walking away.

Josh's grip loosens on me but I dont run. I just watch Oli walk away from us. It seems so finale. Is he giving up on being my friend? We aren't going to hang out together?

"Oliver."

Oli doesn't turn around at Josh's voice.

"Oli," he says and Oli stops and sighs before turning around. He's far but not to far to hear or see.

"What josh? I helped you. You and kellin can live happily ever after with me," he says sounding tired and annoyed maybe a little mad.

"Come here," josh says in a demanding voice. Josh holds my hand but steps forward away from me and in Oli's direction.

"What? No, I'm leaving," oli says with a scoff.

"Come here," josh repeats and Oli looks around and then back with red checks.

"W-why?" He asks looking unsure.

"Oli. Now," he says and Oli slowly walks over like he doesn't trust josh. Once oli is closer josh drops my hand and hugs the surprised Oli. Immediately oli tries to push away but Josh squeezes him tight.

Oli looks panicked but then looks at me and I give him a smile and nod. He awkwardly starts hugging the younger guy. Older to me but oli's older than josh but a few years.

Oli hides his face in Josh's shoulder and they hug for a moment. Josh pulls away and Oli is red in the face and looks confused. "Let's hang out tomorrow? All of us? I'll take work off tomorrow and none of us have class," Josh says and I nod.

Oli shrugs. "Yeah.. I guess.. but.. why did you hug me?" He says sounding so confused.

"I missed hugging you," he says as if it's no big deal. Oli nods and then looks in the direction he was going. He looks at me and then josh.

"I'm going to vic's, I'll see you guys later I guess," he says and I feel satisfied with what happened. I'm not getting neglected and they seem like they are fixing their relationship a little.

"Bye oli," I say waving. He nods and waves a little back.

"Bye ols," josh says and oli smiles a little and nods before completley turning away and walking.

Josh then picks me up so I cling to him. "Want to go get ice cream?" He says and I nod. I do want ice cream.  He takes us back to our room and we put on our shoes. I put on my jacket and get my key card in case something happens to Josh's.

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"Lick," I say after each lick. Josh is smiling at me but I'm pouting because I dont like my tic. I cant stop saying "lick," after every lick.

"That's so cute," he mumbles and I pout. It would be if it was in my control.  I roll my eyes and go to lick it again but smash it into my mouth. He chuckles and I pout. My lips are cold now and I got chocolate all over my lips.

Josh slides in the booth next to me and his lips press against mine. I kiss back and close my eyes. Josh is a good kisser, I love this feeling.

In a small almost empty icecream shop we start to make out. Only after a few minutes our icecream starts melting and dripping down our arms as we hold the cones.

I pull away after a while and catch my breath. My face is red and I'm turned on.. oopsy. We both look around the store to see nobody's looking at us. I giggle and look at his boner. He pouts and grabs napkins and starts cleaning up the melting chocolate icecream.

Going to a icecream shop might be a cheesy date idea but I love it and I'm having fun. "I uh.. I think I've fallen in love with you," he says blushing hard.

My lips grow into a smile and I hug him. "I think I've done the same. I love you," I say and he hugs back.  I love this guy so much..

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