Slowly I wake up as Oli is doing something to me. Huh? He picks me up and I cling onto him. "Oh, You're awake," he says and then drops me on my bed. I bounce on it and my hair gets in my face. Oli's face gets flushed for some reason and I feel my shirt is a bit lifted and falling off my shoulder.
"I'm still tired," I mumble bending my knees so my feet can be flat on my bed. Oli gets on my bed and gets in between my legs and his hands go on either side of my head.
Oh..
Why am I having dirty thoughts..?
His eyes are fixed on me and I feel my stomach flips. I look into his dark brown eyes and he smirks. "Kellin. How far have you gotten with a guy?" He asks and my face goes red.
How far have I got? Like, sexually? "Um.. like?" I ask nervously. He chuckles.
He touches my exposed lower stomach and I feel myself grow. Oh my God why is he so hot? He leans in and kisses my lips. Kissing Oli makes me feel.. turned on.. I kiss back and his hand lowers making me lose my breath.
I want him to.. but its embarrassing to want that. His hand lowers and gropes the front of my pants sending pleasure through me. "I- ooh, Oli," I say squirming in spot a little.
He kisses my neck and pushes my shirt up. He goes down and kisses around my lower stomach. What would his mouth feel like.. down there? He starts unbuttoning my pants and I feel so excited yet a little nervous.
He pulls just my pants down to my knees and looks up at me with his face hovering over the bulge in my underwear. "You're okay with this right?" He asks and I nod eagerly.
He smirks and goes down more and kisses the inside of my thighs. Why does this feel so good yet torching? The sound of foot step going up the stairs makes oli sit up and both of us start pulling up my pants and then oli falls off the bed trying to escape from being in between my legs.
When my door opens I'm sitting up in bed with blankets on my lap and oli is on the other side of my bed out of view. "Oh I found it, here," oli says giving me a hairbrush that must have been under my bed.
"Thanks," I say and start brushing my hair as my mom comes in.
"What do you want for late lunch?" She asks. I want to be oli's lunch-
"Um. Spaghetti?" I say the first thing I think off and oli stays sitting because if he gets up everyone will see how hard he is.
"Okay sweetie, I'm so happy you're back. Have you met your soulmate yet?" She asks. Oh my God can you please go away? My boner hurts and aches for oli's touch.
"I'm dating someone but I actually had three people match with me? So I don't know?" I say and she looks confused. "F-fuck me please," I blush and cover my mouth. She's use to the 'random' inappropriate things I shout.
"You matched with three girls?" She asks surprised. My face goes red.
"Guys but yeah," I say and she starts laughing.
"That's going to be a pain in the ass-" she laughs more and leaves. I blush and oli's laughs a little and gets up and I see he's still hard..
He leans in and kisses me so I grab the side of his face and he almost immediately deepens the kiss and we start making out. He grabs my throat and I feel excited. Choke me..
He pulls away a little and looks down my body. "What I asked: how far.. have you gone?" He asks and I blush.
"N-not farther than this?" I say and he bites his lip.
"You've never been touched?" He asks now looking worried?
"No?" I says and he takes his hand off my neck.
Did I do something wrong? He chuckles under his breath and sighs. "Oh my God, why am I going to ruin this?" He says and then gets up. "Sorry kells, I won't ruin your innocence," he says and I sit up.
He won't touch me?
I blush and nod. "O-okay, um.. do you want to see my drawings?" I say and he nods awkwardly. I'm so embarrassed for being 'innocent'.
He nods and I get up to go find my art.
I wonder if I can change his mind...?
Thoughts?
Why did oli stop?
Should he have?